Book of Random Thoughts

Things I Think Almost Everyday

"Oh no they are going to hate me if I say that." 

"Do I look like I've been crying?" 

"Would everyone just stop staring at me?" 

"Don't look at me, don't look at me." 

"Let's not have a panic attack in front of them right now." 

"I just want to go home/my room." 

"I'm fine, just keep telling them that." 

"Don't make me do that, I'm going to mess up and I'm going to make everyone made!" 

"Don't make me go into the crowds." 

"I can't take this anymore." 

"I'm not faking anything!" 

"Stop telling me lies." 

"No, I'm not really pretty. I'm not smart either. You are just telling me that because you have to." 

"I'm not worth any of this." 

"Wait did I eat today?" 

"I'll just let them talk, I don't have to say a thing." 

"I hate this." 

"I wish Kurtis was here." 

"I wish they understood who I was." 

"Please stop with all the talk about (thing that makes me sick)." 

"Can I just die now?" 

"I can dry my eyes before we have to leave." 

"I'll take a shower so they don't know I've been crying." 

"I made it another day."