Saturday April 13th
At the BAU
Emily's POV
2 weeks and 4 days since I heard from JJ. I have contemplated asking Strauss a few times if JJ was okay, but considering the fact that she wasn't even supposed to tell me... I didn't.
I got better at hiding the fact that I am so depressed, the team doesn't worry about me as much anymore but they're starting to ask a lot of questions about where JJ is, that I can't answer.
Ashley is now working in place of JJ and she's honestly doing really good. She gets nervous when talking to media sometimes but Hotch assures her that she's doing great. JJ would be proud to see her.
I wonder what she's doing right now, If she's okay, what the mission is, why she needed to go. Everytime I close my eyes I pray that when I open them she'll be there. I haven't gotten that lucky yet.
I decide to write a letter to her. Even tho I can't mail it, I just need to do it for my mental health.
JJ 🩶
I never thought it was possible to miss someone so
much. I wonder how you're doing, what you're doing
at this very moment. I miss holding you, I miss your
laugh, I miss your sassy comments, I miss your voice,
I miss your beautiful blue eyes. I miss you. It's getting
harder as time goes by to be without you. I wear your
clothes to sleep sometimes and I most nights I can't
even sleep. I'm glad we never specified which side of
the bed was who's because then I'd have trouble ever
trying to sleep on your side. The BAU misses you,
you've made your mark on this place and I don't think
it will ever be the same without you. I'm not me
with out you.
I started talking to my mom a lot more, she
reached out because she was worried about me. A lot
of the team have been asking questions about us, but
I try to act like everything is ok. Which saddens me,
because in reality, I don't know if everything is ok.
I don't know if you're okay. I'm not okay. The only
thing I know for certain is that we're okay. We, the
both of us together will always be ok. That when you
finally come home to me it will all make sense again.
I love you Jennifer Jareau. You're a hero. You're
my hero and I love you to pieces. Thank you for
being someone so worth while. For being someone
that gave me a reason for it all. Knowing you're
out there being someone's hero brings a smile to my
face. I love you precious girl. I'll see you later 🩶
YOU ARE READING
are u with me
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