I'M CAPTIVATED BY MS. MONROE [ON GOING]

Reminisce

It's Sunday and i'm at Ms. Monroe's place. Inaya ko siya mag date, sobrang workaholic niya kase. Sampung santo pa ang tinawag ko para pumayag siya, success naman.

"Where are we going?" she asked without looking at me.

"Somewhere you'll enjoy" sagot ko at nginisian siya.

We headed at my sanctuary, lolo's birthday gift when I was 17. This is a private property, i'm the only one who can enter this place.

"We're here, ma'am" saad ko pinag buksan siya ng pinto.

"Are you kidding me? this is a private property" saad niya kaya natawa naman ako.

"Dadalhin ba kita dito kung hindi ako ang may-ari nitong lugar na ’to. It may look abandon in the outside but it's so perfect in the inside" I said reassuring her.

"Make sure we are not entering someone's place" saad niya pa at hinampas ako. E?

I unlocked the wall using my finger. It looks like there's no entrance pero meron. Yung wall.

"Let's go ma'am" aya ko sakaniya at inirapan lang niya ako.

As we step inside her mouth gape, the same reaction of mine when I first saw this place. I looked at her with so much adoration in my eyes, she's so beautiful.

"This place—this place is beautiful" she said, I can see her eyes tearing up.

"Ma'am bakit naiyak ka naman? touch na touch ka ba?" biro ko.

"I'm not crying. Something went inside my eyes, stupid" saad niya at nag simula ng mag lakad.

She's walking as if she's familiar with the place. Alam niya din ang mga pasikot-sikot sa lugar. Napansin niya ata na nag tataka ako kaya humarap siya sakin with her eyebrow raised.

"Where are we exactly going? kanina pa ako nag lalakad tapos naka sunod ka lang sakin" saad niya at nag cross arm pa. Ay HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

"Sorry, this way. Let's head to my penthouse first" I said trying hard not to laugh at her reaction.

This place is like a paradise, it's a place you can't imagine that existing. It's a wide land with tree's, there's a beautiful lake. And in the right side there's a beautiful villa.

"That's yours?" tanong niya ng makalapit kami sa bahay.

"Yup, all you can see in here is mine" tugon ko.

Habang nag lalakad sa hagdan papunta sa main entrance ng bahay ay tinitingnan ko ang bawat reaction niya. It seems like remember something, it's odd that I can read her.

"Hey, you okay?" tanong ko ng makaupo kame sa salas. She just hummed softly for an answer.

"Ma'am can you cook? please hehe"

"What do you want?" tanong niya kaya agad nag liwanag ang mukha ko.

"Hmm, pork adobo that's my favorite dish" sagot ko at tumango lang siya. I guide her papunta sa kusina. Kumpleto ang lahat dito, may isang tao akong pinag kakatiwalaan dito. It's Mang Ben, he's our gardener at laguna. Pero I asked him na pumunta dito samin para siya na lang ang mag asikaso dito.

She started cooking, i'm here at her side watching her cook. It's look like we're married. How I wish we are married. Pumunta ako sa likod niya at yumakap, naramdaman kong nagulat siya kaya natawa ako.

"Let me, please" bulong ko.

I rest my head on her shoulder while my arms are around her slim waist. I sniff her neck, bango.

I can stay here forever with her and our future kid. If she just let me enter her life, I would make her the happiest girl on earth. I can trade everything for her. I can sacrifice anything for her, kahit putulin ang o10 ko basta ang kapalit ay siya.

"Ma'am, do you know i'm so inlove with you to the point that I can give up everything for you. Kaya kong talikuran ang lahat para sayo. It may sound clichè but I really really love you so much and I want to spend the rest of my life with you and with you only.

I will do everything you said, i'll obey you, i'll kneel for you, i'm willing to study cooking just to cook for you every time. I'm willing to wash the dishes, our dirty clothes, i'm also willing to clean the house for you. Please be with me"

Ramdam kong natigilan siya sa mga sinabi ko. I'm sincere, I can do all of that without but's.

"Are you willing to wait for me?" I heard her say.

"Of course, I do" tugon ko at mas hinigpitan ang yakap sakaniya.

"I'll just figure out something, if I already figured it out you will get my answer" saad niya at nag patuloy na sa pag luluto.

After she cooked I already prefer our plates and drinks. And later we will swim, it's up to her if sa pool sa rooftop o sa lake sa labas.

"Ma'am saan tayo mag swimming, sa pool or sa lake?" tanong ko sakaniya kaya bahagyang nanlaki ang mata niya.

"Stupid, you didn't say that we are going to swim. I didn't get any clothes" saad niya habang naka kunot ang noo kaya natawa ako sa reaction niya.

"Syempre i'm always ready, merong mga damit dun sa kwarto no" sagot ko habang natawa.

Sa unang subo ko ay natigilan ako. Bahagyang sumakit ang ulo ko at nag dilim ang paningin ko kaya agad akong pumikit. Hinawakan ko ang ulo ko dahil sa mga memories na nag f-flash back sakin.

I can see her and me laughing together in my mind. We're also cuddling, kissing. What the fuck is this memory? I haven't meet her before.

"Hey, Finn are you okay?" I heard her asked kaya agad akong nag mulat. Nakita ko ang labis na pag aalala sa mukha niya kaya ngumiti ako.

"Okay lang, don't worry" I lied.

What's that? bakit ganon? bakit kasama siya sa mga memories na nag flash back sakin. Naguguluhan ako pero hindi ko pinahalata sakaniya. I don't want to ruin this day.

Matapos naming kumain ay pumunta kami sa rooftop para mag swimming. Kumuha din kami ng mga damit at snacks bago pumunta dito.

"Ma'am do you like it here?" tanong ko.

"Yeah"

Andito kame sa tubig, i'm hugging her from her back. Naka tanaw lang kami sa kabuuan ng lugar.
Marahan kong inilagay ang kamay ko sa tagiliran niya at tinusok yon na nakapag pa pitlag sakaniya. Hmm, alam ko na kiliti mo ma'am.

Muli kong hinawakan at tinusok ang parte na yon kaya humiwalay siya sakin habang pinipigilan ang wag matawa, pero agad ko siyang nahabol at muli siyang kiniliti.

"HAHAHAHAHAHHA FUCK YOU STOP IT YOU STUPID —"

"AAHHH STOP! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA"

Sunod sunod na tawa niya habang kinikiliti ko siya. Oh her laugh is music to my ears. I fucking love her.

Muli siyang nakawala sakin at umahon sa tubig kaya muli ko ulit siyang hinabol. Nag habulan kami sa buong rooftop since malawak naman ang kabuuan nito. We can't stop laughing at each other dahil sa ginagawa namin.

I haven't seen her this happy since I met her.

"STOP IT PLEASE HAHAHAHHAA" muli niyang tawa ng mahuli ko nanaman siya.

We stopped ng ma-realize namin kung anong posisyon namin ngayon. She's laying in the soft sofa while i'm on top of her. Agad namula ang mukha ko. We just stared at each other's face and a few minutes later, I found us kissing each other.

A/N: hello, miss you all guys.