Bottom Of The Bridge ( Compilation of Proses )

xxiv.

This world knows everything.
Every single step of humanity
Every fall down
Every mistakes
Every suffering
And every back up plan we made to survive.

If this world knows that much,
I wonder if it knows the pain that I've been through.
Does it felt the cry of a baby when I was born?
Does it heard the sound of my laughter as I enjoy my childhood
Does it saw how I burst into anger at my first moment of rejection?
Can this world see through my hidden scar?

I know, I know how many times I blamed it for the things that other people did.
I always to say "the world is so cruel"
But never paid attention to those who live in it.
Who is actually giving us this much pain?
Is it the world who holds our memories
Or the people in that memory?

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