Bottom Of The Bridge ( Compilation of Proses )

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Being attentive is not something you can just have when meeting people. It needs a deep connection in order to draw out yoir attentivity. With that, you can clearly see people like you're a radar. But only with those who you wanted to see.

For me, it will never be a lover that I can give this kind of attentiveness. The only people who can draw this to me is those who would spend time studying me, who have come to know me, who would also be attentive with me. To put simply, it is those who I can call comrades, friends or even sisters.

However, watching them closely always comes with cons. It is when you can notice the changes, all the new attitudes and habits that you are not used to. It will pop up like little mushrooms that can either poison you or help you grow.

But it will always be my choice to keep a keen eyes and watch my friends carefully. It was my choice to open a new dimension to see their actions clearly. It was never forced, so I am always ready to see the changes unfold in front of my eyes.

- eyes of those who care ( arrietta, 2024 )