Bottom Of The Bridge ( Compilation of Proses )

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The loud noises chirping through my ears.
Bunch of laughters that doesn't seem to know it's end.
Oh how I miss that kind of feeling.
Where no obstacle can stop me from making the best out of my life.

Running like a wild animal, not stopping 'till my sweat cools down.
A bright smile coming out of my face.
No regrets, no mistakes and no worries,
It's like a never ending rainbow.
Oh how I miss the smell of the plants.
Where we play together with the wind while we enjoy every single second we have.

And at one blink of an eye, I was pushed into reality.
All those happiness, all thos never-ending days and all those people whom I met are just nothing but a part of life that weathered through my memories.

I never realize that time passes too quickly.
Now I forgot how it feels to be happy when I woke up in the morning,
Where different laughter was filled in the kitchen.
How I wish I could go back to the times where I can still play in the seesaw.
With no worries behind my back.
No mistakes, no regrets, just pure joy.

But this is the reality that I must face.
To go forward as I reminsce the the past.
To walk after looking back.
And to see myself smile like that again.

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