Poison ( Taekook)

Chapter thirty three 🥀

Trust me.......

" what happened bun ....?" Jungkook didn't say anything he just snuggled up to Taehyung's chest and sobbed loudly it made Taehyung picked younger to his lap and softly kissed his cheeks and mumbling sweet things to his ears until Jungkook get clam down to his hold .

Because of Taehyung's clam voice made younger get clam down but he didn't know how to talk about his pregnancy with elder .
" Bun what happened.... you make me worry.... !" Taehyung soft voice made younger cried silently and even devastate for telling truth to elder .

Jungkook's breath became shaky but he clam down himself and settle his mind for talk with elder . " hyung don't hate me okay ....." Jungkook tightly hold his hands around Taehyung and kissed his bare chest .

" I never hate you bun .... ever " Taehyung softly patted his wife and encouraged him for talk with him .

" I'm ..... pregnant hyung .... and I'm sorry for not had my pills that day I just forgot it because I was missed you so badly and  I know now I  mess  up , please hyung don't do anything.... " Jungkook move out from elder' s grip and look so painful for his eyes for being begging answer from him .

" we can make it up hyung .... We can meet doctor and asked from them what we can do know hyung..? Can we ...?"
Jungkook getting out of Taehyung's body more and painfully wait for elder's answer even his heart clench when Taehyung's eyes angrily and deep painfully looking up his tummy.

" it will kill you bun ... it will take you away from me ...! " Taehyung's eyes getting teary even his voice became lower than usual.

" can't...... I can't kill my own baby ...." Jungkook sacredly get down from the bed and hold his tummy securely and his voice gets louder sobbing.

Taehyung tightly closed his eyes and frustratedly held his own hair to his palm and went near to Jungkook but younger moved back while shaking his head as he can't kill his baby .

Taehyung tightly wrapped his arms around younger and cried loudly , " Jungkook we can take a baby from the hospital or whatever orphanage but can't you remember they said I can't take you if you lost your life ..... I can't buy or pick you as a lost baby jungkook .... Don't you trust my love baby .... I can't live without you bun ....

I might hold my everything from you because if you knew my real heart or my identity definitely you would let me leave easily and even  can't you see now  I'm scared to confess myself or loose you bub ... can't you look at me now ... !"Taehyung's voice cracked for the rest of his sentences and release younger from his hold while frustratedly wiping his eyes .

But jungkook hold his hands and attentively look at elders eyes for answer  " what are you talking about Taehyung..?"

Taehyung gulped his own salivas to his dry throat and painfully smiled while looking at ceiling lights for clean up his mind to start the conversation with his wife .

" jungkook I'm not sure what am I doing... because I never wanted to be a businessman or fall for pure angel like you .
I suppose to be a bike rider it simple for working with engines  , that's my limit jungkook , that's my life that's my dream but on a one day I got feeling for demon woman and she was ruined my dreams my life but after  that moment i made my life like a hell even  I played with fire and humans lives , I killed people jungkook i love to see the pain and I hate to hear lies and still I see people in dream whom I killed, I deal with drugs I deal with my father's under games , so you know I sick of all these, I sick of my life I'm just tired bun ... because I tried so hard to be a good son , good man but my father from his one snap he gave his everything to his brother, he just kicked me , I lost everything bun but you gave me hope ... you still with me ...

However bun I don't love anyone else or care about anyone until you came to my hell bun , if you want believe it you can or may you don't want then it  doesn't matter about it also  don't try to think about it bun and now I even asked myself why god gave me this much pure angel to my life . Because I'm scared of my future and even more scared of to loose you bun ..."

Taehyung tell everything what he hold up to himself for very long in his life but he didn't feel relax because he doesn't want  hear younger stubborn answer to his ears  . Taehyung slowly walked to cupboard and get clothes for his wife and dressed him , but all the time he didn't dare to look at his bun's face because now Taehyung scared to hear anything from his wife and he cursed to himself for reliving his truth to younger .

After the dressing younger fully he takes his clothes and went inside to the bathroom, when he closed the door he heard younger's sobs screams , it made Taehyung hit his head loudly to the door and slid down through the door with pain .

Taehyung doesn't know what exactly happen to himself but he knew he wants jungkook to know about his true feelings and even himself, but Taehyung didn't prepare himself to hear others thoughts .

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Taehyung quickly realized what he did even he stood up from the bathroom floor and ran inside the room like a mad man but his whole world stopped when he saw younger's teary glitter eyes looking at him while opening his hands for hug him like a baby .

Jungkook didn't went to bed he all the time stand near to couch and waited for his husband come out from the washroom .

Taehyung tightly wrapped his arms around younger's waist and cried but Jungkook hush Taehyung like a baby .

" Thank you hyung .... Thank you for take me to your life you know , you are the person show me , exactly what is home and where I belong to, and thank you for loving me , even you did so much bad things to others you never hurt me baby you never stopped your feelings to me even one time you easily leave me for get back for my past lover , but that day also you proved to me you love me until to now you love me I know ,

And it's okay we had separate ways and partners Taehyung because it doesn't matter now and even though now I know who are you and thank you for trusting me to share something huge like this . But hyung I can't do it... I can't kill our baby you also know if we kill him we can't make another baby, we can find another solution know hyung....

Please can we ...?" Jugkook last part mumble on elders neck while tightly hold him to his arms . Taehyung tears wet younger's silk clothe and even he didn't utter single word to his wife because it's too much for him now .

" why don't you understand me jungkook ....?"

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Until next chapter stay safe 💚💜