Our Moments

chapter 64

Valeria's Pov

As of today , I was able to leave the hospital. I was in here for a week , because they wanted to make sure my injuries would heal - and to make sure I was functioning properly.
I feel as if the bond between me and the boys got even closer than before. Maybe it was pity , in the thought of loosing a friend . Who knows . Harry's been so loving and caring to me these past few days , he's brought me food , brought me games to entertain me with , and done little things . My love for him seems to get stronger and stronger by the second , and I'm glad it is. He's been all I've ever wanted , and now its my turn to prove to him that I can't live without him.As cheesy as that sounds its the truth. The funny thing is that I miss him so much. I love what he's been doing for me , but I need him more than ever. He hasn't even kissed me , and it feels like its been ages. When in reality its been 2 weeks.All I want to do is see Darcy, I didn't want them to bring her in the hospital again . I didn't want her to see me in pain. I want to see her more than anything . We were headed out the hospital , I was forced to sit on a wheel chair . You bet I'm annoyed , and pissed but I finally gave up. And gave in .
The doors to the hospital opened , as I was wheeled out the door. It was a beautiful day , I squinted at the suns light. It feels like if I haven't been outside in forever. Harry opened the door to his black range rover .
" Alright , baby let me help you ", his voice soft . He stood in front of me as I made an effort to stand on my legs. I haven't walked the only time I have was to go to the bathroom.
He slowly helped , me up onto the seat . He reached over me , as he put my seatbelt on. He pressed his warms lips on my cheek. I felt my face burn . I heard him laugh , as he closed the door. I shook my head , Asshole.

I smiled and thanked the nurse who helped us out . Harry soon got into the drivers seat , with my medications in hand. Placing them on the floor in the back , he put his seatbelt on. Starting the engine , and driving onto the road.
As I glanced outside to the green grass , flowers , kids playing outside I looked at Harry. His brown curls pulled back in his quiff , his dark long eyelashes framing his jade colored eyes his cheeks with a bit of stuble on them. He looked so much better now , he looked pale with dark circles under his eyes. He had no color on his cheeks , and his skin looked more cream- like and soft. How I want to touch his face , and make sure he's real. I saw a dimple pop up , as now I knew I've been caught. I felt heat rise on my cheeks , as I looked away. Trying to force myself not to smile , but fail as the corners of my lips curl up.

" I fucking missed you ", his raspy voice rung in my ears . I could tell he still had that big grin on his face , as he placed his hand on my thigh.
I gulped , trying not to show it affected me. I was raped , and I don't remember if it was Ed or Zayn . Zayn. I haven't seen him either , I don't know what happend or how he's doing. I felt a wave of guilt wash over my features . The thought of Zayn being the one hurt . But I know that it was because he was forced ... Right ? He was forced to rape me ? I'm kind of glad it was him , because at least I know who it is. Good thing the doctor told me I was fine , and I have no infections what so ever. But I kind of hoped it wasn't.. I don't want problems.
" Babe ?", I got out of my thoughts as I heard Harry softly move my thigh . I looked up at him , his eyes full of concern.
" I'm sorry , I was thinking - But I agree I fucking missed you too", Fuck yes I did.
He gave me a soft smile , " Don't think so much , baby the past is the past and I'll help you through it ".
He still wants to be with me ? After all the shit and problems I've caused . I've done so much to him I can't even live with myself at this point.
"What were you thinking about the though ?", he questioned as he glanced from me to the road .
I felt my mouth dry , " How I was sexually abused ". I felt Harry's hand tense on my thigh , but I placed mine over his .
I saw him grip the steering wheel , as his eyebrows creased together .
" Oh , baby ", his voice cracked. As he pulled up into the drive way of his house. My heart dropped , as I heard him. But in the end its reality . I'm not going to pretend like I don't know what happend to me.
He turned the engine off , and took his seatbelt off. And he looked at me again , " I'll make you forget , baby I promise ", I could see the corner of his eyes water . And I felt a lump in my throat myself. He placed his warm hand , cupping my cheek. As he slowly , leaned in almost afraid as if I would disappear.
I could feel his cool minty breathe , on my lips. Just as his lips brushed , mine.
" Get out of the car !", someone yelled then honked the car. Louis. My eyes opened , and I felt my cheeks heat up. What is it with me blushing lately.
" Dick head ", Harry groaned .
I let out a chuckle , as Harry looked at me and gave me a smile. I was disappointed that I didn't kiss him ,but just wait.
Harry got out the car , and went over to my side . Opening the door , I took my seatbelt off . Harry's hands held my waist as he helped me down. I felt a sting of pain go through my torso.
" Shit ", Harry must've noticed as his grip loosend around my waist.
" Are you okay ?", he questioned looking in my eyes for a response.
" Yeah , I'm fine ", I lied . It fucking hurts , almost as if I was stabbed again.
He helped me again , his hands on my sides again his teeth tugging on his bottom lip . " Louis can you open the door? ", Harry questioned as he went behind me supporting me . Harry tossed the keys to Louis , as he jogged to open the door.
" Okay , babe so slow no need to rush if it hurts let me know ", he spoke into my ear. I nodded , as I slowly began to drag my feet against the concrete.
It was beyond slow , but if I tried to take a longer stride it would hurt.
Harry was right behind me , as we slowly approached the door. The cream colored walls welcoming me , the windows were open the summery breeze giving me goosebumps. Everything was spotless . As we walked in , I felt gross. I haven't showered , and my hair is all over the place.
" Harry , could you help me freshen up?", I questioned as I looked at him. He nodded , " You know what I'm just going to carry you up the stairs , you're too slow for my liking ", he joked. I hit his chest , " Asshole , if I could I would walk faster " , he chuckled making his dimples appear.
One of has hands went under my thighs , as I held onto his neck. He picked me up bridal style in one swift movement , and walked up the stairs.
I looked at him , as he took his bottom lip in between his teeth. The color of his eyed were a much lighter shade of green , the more I looked at him. He looked down at me , smiling.
" What is it with you looking at me ?", he chuckled. I rolled my eyes , as he kicked opend the door to his room. He walked over to his white covered - made bed and layed me down . He knows damn well I can't sit up on my own.
" Harry , you're an asshole help me up"
" Nah , I'm good ", I heard him start laughing. Great . great.
I sat up on my elbows , glaring at him. My arm doesn't hurt as it used to but the soreness is there. I felt myself start to sweat , as I did attempt to sit up. Harry was watching me , as I did laughing .
I gave up , as I felt pain shoot through my torso. I fell back onto the soft covers. " My first day back , and I already Want to kill you ", I threatened , as his beautiful laugh filled the room. His footsteps neared the bed , as he looked down at me.