Our Moments

chapter 74

Valeria's POV
Coughing , woke me up. My throat was dry , yet in a matter of seconds I felt as if I were to vomit. I threw the covers off my body , running to the bathroom. Letting everything out , what the fuck. It probably was that chicken from yesterday. I emptied my stomach out , as I couldn't stop gagging . Jesus Christ. I calmed myself down , wiping my mouth with the back of my hand. I slowly stood up , flushing the toliet. I saw black spot in my vision , right away. I leaned onto the sink for support holding onto the wall in front of me. I closed my eyes , as the dizziness took over ,everything spinning - colored dots appeared as I squinted my eyes then opened them. Making sure I could see , I took in deep breathes. Fanning myself , with a towel as I grew hot.
I turned around , grabbing my toothbrush and toothpaste . Opening the sink , running my brush under it. I began brushing my teeth , after a good two minutes I rinsed my mouth out. Taking soap , to wash my face . Taking a towel to dry my face off, I applied face moisturizer to it. I headed on out , to the room. It was so lonely without , Harry here. It was too quiet , and I felt myself want to cry for him not being here. I wanted to feel the warmth of his arms around me , I wanted him back. I sighed , dragging my feet along the carpet to the closet. Choosing a blue fitted dress, a creme colored cardigan , along with a scarf and my brown boots , grabbing my bra I quickly changed. The dress ending mid thigh , I slipped on the boots. Making my way over to the dresser , I quickly took my makeup out. Doing my regular foundation , and winged eyeliner. Applying , a burgundy color lipstick to my lips. Debating on what to do with my hair , I simply tossed it up in a messy bun. Pulling at some pieces to frame my face , also grabbing a pair of pearl earrings, and slipping on my wedding ring. My heart , heart just seeing it. I don't know why but I just long him to be here , I am never like this. But now I know what its like. The house was too quiet , Anne took Darcy last night saying she was gonna have her for the day and take her shopping. I on the other hand , have no idea what I'll do. Maybe for a drive and see what ? I grabbed my phone , and wallet walking down the stairs into the kitchen. I didn't want to risk getting sick again , so I just settled for a granola bar. Finishing it I threw the wrapper away, grabbing the keys to Harry's range rover. I headed out the door , the chilly wind making goosebumps form on my skin. Walking to the car , unlocking it I slid in the drivers seat. Closing the door , Harry's clone lingered in the car. Making me frown , god damn it I miss him so much. My phone vibrated , looking at it I smiled reading , " Harry", I picked up.
" Hello ", I couldn't help the smile that formed on my lips.
" Hey, baby ", his voice was deep , he probably just woke up.
" Did you just wake up ?" , I slouched against his car seat .
I heard him yawn , " Yeah , " he chuckled.
" I miss you ", I took in a deep breathe the scent of the car not helping .
" I miss you , too ", he breathed. My heart hurt , I wanted to be with him.
" Why is it that I feel so attached to you , and I feel the days dragging ?"
" I know , baby I feel the same ", I can imagine him laying in bed , his brown curls a mess on the pillow. His green eyes , dimples and everything
" What are you doing , today ?" , he questioned.
I sighed , " I'm not sure , I got ready but I don't even know what to do ".
" And Darcy ?"
" Shes with your mom ", I replied .
" What are your plans for today ?"
" I think we have an interview or something ", he laughed. I sighed one again , closing my eyes .
"oh "
"You know I love you , right ?", his words making me shiver.
" Yes ", I answered a smile ghosting on my lips.
" I love you , a lot baby you have no idea ", his voice soft through the phone. And that made me tear up , I don't know why but I miss him so much. I felt a tear , roll down my cheek. I sniffles wiping it ,
" Hey , don't cry baby I didn't want you to get upset ", I could almost hear the frown in his voice.
I sighed , closing my eyes some tears spilling out my eyes.
" I just miss you , a lot its been a week and I don't know I think I'm getting my period or something ", I laughed in the end. I heard him chuckle ,
" I miss you alot , too but the month will go by in a blink of an eye and I promise you I'll be with you & you can come with me "
" Okay ", I said frowning , knowing that this month will drag.
" I'm sorry baby girl , let's change the subject . What are you planning on doing ?"
" I dont know , you just asked me ", I chuckled , taking my phone and put him on speaker. Meanwhile I scrolled through my phone ,
I heard him let out a laugh , pressing the Instagram app , I scrolled through my timeline .
" Sorry , I just want to distract you so you're not upset "
I let out a sigh , then smiled at the thought. " Thank you for trying , babe".
I could almost see his smile as he replied , " Babe. Let's have more kids."
I almost choked , as I laughed.
" W-what ?"
" Yeah , let's have more kids ", he repeated. My heart swells at the thought , but I'm not sure if right now is the time.
" I would love to , but I don't want to be away from you - because you weren't even with me for Darcy and I want you to experience it ..", I breathed out.
I heard him let out a sigh of relief , " Of course , baby ... So that's a yes ?" , I could hear his grin.
You just can't say no can you ?
" Yes ", I laughed as I scrolled down passing pictures of the boys and Harry making my heart hurt.
" Well baby, you better be prepared for what I have in store for you when I get back ", I could feel my core dampen.
" Harry " , I warned. Trying to control myself. Pressing my thighs closed , I shook off the dirty thoughts.
" What ?", he laughed.
" Did you get wet or something ?", heat rose to my cheeks.
" Harry , oh my god stop " , he laughed and I shook my head in embarrassment.
" Nothing to be ashamed of , love ", his voice full of amusement.
" I hate you , I really do ".
" Tsk , tsk baby girl are you sure ?", his voice got low.
" Mhm ", I bit my lip.
" Just wait until I get back ".
" What are you going to do ?"
" What do you want me to do , baby girl ? "
My arms filled with goosebumps , as I leaned back on his seat closing my eyes.
" Anything ",I breathe , I can imagine him teasing me , kissing me softly , making me whimper his name .
" Touch me , everywhere "
I heard a throaty groan escape his lips, " Will do , baby "
" Fuck I hate you , " I chuckled. Shaking my head , as I felt myself not getting rid of the affect he was having over me.
He darkly chuckled , " I'm really sorry , baby "
" You're not sorry , stop ".
" Baby , watch that language now ".
" What are you going to do punish me ?" , I laughed.
" I can , may I remind you that once I see you we'll be fucking everyday until we know you're pregnant "
" I'll be waiting then ", I bit my lip. I heard him let out a puff of air.
" Baby , the things you do to me ", he rasped out. I smiled , at an accomplishment.
" As much as I'd love to be sitting here in your car and not do anything - I really have to figure out what to do ", I mumbled as I sighed looking out the window the wind picked up and the day was gloomy as it already is.
" Alright then , baby I'll text you I love you , give Darcy a kiss for me "
" Okay , Harry I love you , too "
Sighing , I hung up . What am I going to do ... Maybe a little shopping could help me be at peace with myself. I backed out the drive way and drove to the mall . Traffic always seems to be heavy. And I hate it. So so much. I tapped my fingers , on the steering wheel . And turned the radio on , with it playing softly .