Our Moments

chapter 22

* Valeria's Pov* 

I sat in my room not knowing what to do , I heard them calling my name but I just cant talk to them. If they were my friends they would've told me ! Especially him. He lied to me . Why ? I heard Itzel knocking on the door.  

If I dont open the door they wont let me be . I got up and stood next to the door , I heard voices . . .  

" Where is she ? " , I heard a deep husky voice say.  

No , he cant be here. No. I will not talk to him. 

I opened the door and saw Itzel , she was walking away . Until I said "I cant believe you fucking lied to me".  

She didnt say anything , she looked at me.  

"I can explain ", she said .  

I let her in the room and wiped my tears away,and closed the door. 

"How - Why didnt you tell me ? " , I asked , sitting on my bed .  

"Because we saw how happy you got when we mentioned Harry and we didnt want to upset you" , she said sitting on my bed with a guilty look on her face. 

"But this isnt fair , how could he lie and then you guys agree and keep this from me " , I said tears rolling down my cheeks. "We didnt want to tell you because - " , she got cut off when we heard yelling.  

"No , I need to see her please ! " , my breathing hitched ... Harry he's here.

Harry's Pov*

"No , I need to see her please ! " , I yelled .  

"She needs time Harry wait a little ",Louis said patting my back trying to calm me. My vision got blurry as tears formed in my eyes.  

"Please" ,my voice cracking . 

"Wait , give her some time " , Niall said softly.  

I wont stop until she's mine again.

***

These past days have been absoulte hell for me , I cant see her she dosent answer my texts nor phone calls. I miss her so much , I know I was a jerk for not talking to her back then . . . but I need her back. I miss her smile , I miss how she blushed when I'd say something to her , or when I kissed her , how her soft pink lips molded with mine, how her long hair blew in the wind , the way her brown sparkling eyes would look at me. No one knows how much I need her. She would make me feel like Harry from back then not Harry Styles from One Direction. I'm getting her back .  

The boys were still here at my house and I havent gone out my room ever since that happend. I looked out my window and saw the moon and stars lighting the night sky. I got up from my bed and looked at myself in the mirror , my eyes were red and puffy , my curls all over the place . I look a mess , I got my boxers and headed towards the shower.  

A couple minutes later I got out and put on my boxers . I got out the bathroom and put on my boxers, I went into my room and went to my closet. I chose a pair of black jeans, a white shirt ,and my converse. I got my phone and put it in my back pocket. I didnt want to wake anyone up this late at night , I went over to my window and got out .

*Valeria's Pov*  

These past days have been tough , everyone keeps apolozing but I cant. I just cant face the fact that they all kept that from me. Everyone's gone , my mum called saying shes sorry for not telling me but I cant be mad at her. I havent gone out my room , I havent even dared to touch my phone because it vibrates every 5 seconds. I dont want to hear him , I dont.  

I need air ... I need to get out of the house. I got up from my bed and went over to my closet and got out black sweat pants, an orange v-neck , and black vans. I put them on and went over to the bathroom and splashed my face with water , I grabbed a towel and dried my face , looking in the mirror my eyes were red and puffy , I had bags under my eyes , and my hair was all over the place. I dont care its late as ever and I dont care if anyone sees me. I let my long brown hair cascade down my shoulders. I got out the bathroom and headed to my room and then down the stairs. I got the house key from the cabinet and opened the front door and locked it. The chilly air forming goosebumps on my skin. I began walking , I have no idea where I'm going to go but just as long as I'm out the house .

I walked , and walked a bit more and came across a field full of flowers , and a lake in view. I walked a little bit further and sat down . The flowers making this place absolutely beautiful. . . I looked around and I remembered something

*flashback*  

"Oooh look ducks ! , I said pointing to the pond with ducks "Their really nice", Harry said sounding unintrested. He looked around and picked a pink flower from the grass. He looked at me and said "But this is nicer " , he said placing the flower in my hair. I giggled "Thankyou " .  

*End of flashback* 

I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. No wonder it feels familar. I guess everything I did was with him , he always made me smile. He was the one that made me laugh . But it hurts . Valeria shut up , you miss him as much as he misses you. How do I know? he probably is with a girl anyways. . . I sighed. I'm just glad that I can go back to school in 3 weeks. I need to stop. As much as it hurts , I need to forgive and forget . . .

*Harry's Pov*  

I walked and came across a field of flowers and a lake in view . . . this is where I picked a pink flower and put it in Valeria's hair. A smile formed itself on my lips. I started walking towards the lake , I froze once I saw brown hair flowing in the wind. . . could it be ? Could it be Valeria ? I walked closer , until I was a couple of steps closer to her.  

"Valeria ? " , I asked . She looked back tears rolling down her cheeks , she looked at me and stood up wiping her tears away. We stayed quiet, just the wind and the rustling of the leaves making noise. We just stood there looking at eachother . I just wanted to hug her and make this all go away. She looked down then looked at me , and began walking away. No , shes not . I got hold of her wrist, and caused her to stop walking.  

"Harry , let go ", she said softly.  

" No , let me talk to you " , I said and she turned to look at me. I let go of her wrist .  

" There is nothing to talk about " , she said looking down as the wind picking up making her hair go on her face.  

"Valeria , please " , I got closer to her. I grabbed her hand "Baby , I'm sorry " , I said pleadingly.

*Valeria's pov*

"Baby , I'm sorry " , he said softly. I didnt respond. I dont know what to say . He brought up his hand and lifted up my chin to look him. His green emerald eyes looking in my eyes for an answer.  

He got closer , his breathe on my lips , he brushed his nose onto mine , his lips lightly brushed over mine.

  He then took his right hand and put it where my jaw is and ran his thumb across my lips . Looking directly in my eyes . He leaned in slowly making his soft pink lips brush against mine , my lips parted slightly. "Please ", he whispered feeling his breathe on my lips. He then planted his lips on mine. I dont know what got in me, and I kissed back. The kiss more desperate , the need to feel eachothers lips again . He smiled into this kiss. Putting his hand on my waist making our bodies closer together. My hands went up to his curls.

Lighltly massaging his scalp . We broke away , catching our breathe . His lips formed into a smile , making me smile . His green eyes sparkling , god , hes perfect.  

"Harry ? " , I asked softly . "Mhmm " , he said his hands on my waist pulling me closer to him, looking in my eyes.  

"I- Im sorry for not trusting you I - " , he cut me off as he rubbed our noses together . "No , baby dont apolozie It should be me , I'm sorry for not telling you earlier " , he spoke softly.  

I didnt know what to say . He was absoultely perfect.  

"Can we start over ? " , he asked looking me in the eyes. Should we ?