Our Moments

chapter 57

Valeria's Pov

In a matter of days things started to change. Harry and I have been arguing so much lately , and it's killing me. Not only that , but the wedding has been driving me insane. The plans and everything is all so stressing. I don't even know if I even want to.
Sighing , I get out the steaming hot shower. Grabbing a towel , and drying myself off. I wrapped another one in my hair , and another on my body. Walking out of the bathroom , I grabbed my bra , and panties . changing , I grabbed a pair of skinny jeans and a white T-shirt. Putting everything on . I did my basic makeup routine , which consisted of a small amount of foundation, eyeliner and mascara. I put everything back where in the makeup bag. My hair was still what , I could feel the little droplet's of water coming out of it.
I grabbed my blow- drier and quickly blowed dried it. Leaving it as it was it was puffy but it was okay , it had a lot of volume. Chuckling, at my lion hair . I went to put on a pair of blue toms . Heading out , I went out into the living room. Harry was sitting on the couch with Darcy. His smile was glowing , showing the two dimples on his cheeks. Why are things so complicated ? He's a beauty but he knows how to piss me off.
"Momma ", Darcy calls distracting me. His green irises lock with mine , as I make my way toward them.
" Hi ", I awkwardly smile.
" Join us , babe ", Harry smiles. I can feel heat rising in my cheeks. I sit down besides them. We just laughed at the things Darcy did , we made small talk here and there. I just admired , Harry ... Hes such a beauty , his curly brown locks right below his jaw , his lips pink and plump , his eyes had such a color.
I blushed , when he caught me staring - he grinned.
" My mom said that she wanted to pick Darcy up so that she could spend sometime with her grandma ", looking down at Darcy as her curls bounced up and down as she giggled.
" Grandmwwaaa ", She clapped her little hands as Harry and I laughed.
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Nothing really special , happend today. It was pretty awkward . I decided to help Harry clean up his house . I cleaned the bathrooms , living room , kitchen . Everything. As I was finishing dusting off, my phone began ringing.
I went to get it ,Zayn.
Zayn ? its rare when he calls me..
"Hey , Valeria "
" Hey ?, What's up ?"
" Nothing , really Itzel went on a buisness trip and won't be back for a week ... And I'm alone . ", He sighed.
" Wanna come over ?", I suggested.
" Sure , I'll be there in an hour or so ", I could feel him smile through the phone.
" Sounds good , see you later then ", I smiled.
Hanging up , I finished cleaning. I headed upstairs to change in something more comfortable . Putting on a pair of spandex , and Harry's sweater that reached mid- thigh. I went back down stairs , and just then a mop of curls entered.
He looked frustrated , " Babe ?", I spoke walking toward him. He was shaking , is green eyes looked into mine . Filled with anger
, " What ?", He spat.
" What do you mean , what ?", I eyed him . He looked extremely pissed. And I have no idea why.
" What the hell ? don't fucking look at me like that "
Leaving me shocked , " What the fuck ? is there a problem of me being worried ?". His fist clenched , as his nose flared.
He glared at me , " You shouldn't be worried about me . Worry about yourself and Darcy for now ", he spoke through gritted teeth.
I stepped back , crossing my hands over my chest . " Your about to be my husband though !? ", he was getting the best of me. My voice was loud and demanding.
He didn't reply, instead he seemed to relax. His breathing slowed down as he let out a sigh.
" I'm just in a bad mood sorry . Just let me be for a bit ", his voice was low . I didn't want him to yell nor did I want to .
" Do you want to talk about it ?...", I trailed off when I heard him grunt.
" Valeria I told you to leave me alone for a reason ", his eyes locked on mine.
" I just want to help ", I threw my hands in the air , feeling helpless.
"Enough ! I'm already fucking stressed because of this wedding. Leave. Me . alone ", He yelled causing me to jump. I felt a lump in my throat. No I won't cry. I didn't respond , I watched him turm around and go up the stairs.
I brought my hands up to my face , shaking my head. Why is he acting like this ? All I wanted to do was help. Sighing , I rubbed my temples. As I heard the doorbell ring , walking over to the door. I sighed , opening it I found Zayn.
I gave him a small smile , " Hey "
" Hey ", he smiled , and its as if nothing with Harry just happened.
"Come in ", I let him as he walked inside . Wearing a pair of black sweats , and a hoodie . His jet black hair styled into his normal quiff.
I closed the door , and felt the urge to cry. My breathing quickened.Zayn turned around , and I couldn't help it as hot tears started to roll down my cheeks. " Hey , what's wrong " , Zayn stepped closer to me and engulfed me into a bone crushing hug. I cried into his chest , as he rubbed his hand on my back.
" H-harry and I got into an arguement ", I spoke through sobs.
Zayn let me go , as he stood in front of me. He wiped the tears off my face with the pads of his thumbs.
" I'm sure you guys will work this out , hun ", he softly spoke as he gave me a sincere smile. He hugged me again , enjoying the warmth of his sweater .
I stood for God knows how long in Zayns arms trying to calm myself as a sharp voice made me recollect my thoughts.
"What the fuck are you doing here ?" Harry spat .
"Harry - I - what happened what's wrong?" Zayn said as I felt vibrations of his voice course through his body . I let go of him and faced Harry ,his jaw clenched in anger.
"I asked , what the fuck are you doing here " Harry said as he came dangerously close to Zayns face . Zayn stuttered a response .
"I-I -I invited " I said finding a bit of courage to stick up for Zayn . Harry snickered .
"Of course " he muttered to himself .
"Of Fucking course " he said louder while slapping something off of the table making me jump .
"Harry man - calm down - I'll leave right now " Zayn said heading towards the door .
"You think I won't know that you're trying to fuck her again ?" Harry spat . My jaw dropped .
"Harry - I swear - I don't " Zayn started .
"Of course you fucking don't . I don't even know why Itzel fell for your dumbass . You're just a piece of no good shit " Harry said loudly . I could see Zayns blood boiling .
"He's not - he came to comfort me after you treated me like a piece of fucking shit for no reason ! " I said getting in between them .
"Always defending him . Guess some things never change " He said looking away in disappointment .
"Zayn , I don't want to see you in my house . Please leave " Harry said softly while holding the bridge of his nose .
"No - Zayn don't " I said looking at Harry my arms crossed .
"'Scuse me but this is my house , you only live here " Harry said . My heart somewhat dropped .
"Very well . If he leaves so do I " I said challenging him . He started walking towards the kitchen Cabinets to where the alcohol was .
"Great .youll be doing me a favor" he said with a sarcastic smile . I was beyond pissed .
Zayn stood by the door with his fists clenched .
"Don't let the door , hit you on the way out " he said while pouring himself a drink . I grabbed my purse and headed towards the door.
"Oh , and she's not that good at giving head so have fun with her" Harry said . My cheeks got red of anger , but I wasn't going to respond . I never gave him head. Instead I slammed the door shut and walked away . As soon as the door closed I heard something being thrown at it and shatter . Probably Harry trying to hit Zayn with the cup he was drinking . I stayed quiet , not wanting to explode on Zayn for it wasn't his fault that Harry was such a dick .My emotions, I held onto the door and felt this harsh sensation within me. The air around me felt extremely thick and I found it hard to breathe - I couldnt breathe. My throat closed up , and I swallowed several times. My breathing came out in heavy gasps as I gripped the wall beside the door. Zayn came out , concerned washed over his features. I tried to cough , but I felt there was no oxygen around us.
Suddenly I became light headed , "Valeria " , Zayn secured me in his arms.
" Valeria , are you okay ? What's wrong ? ", he shook me a bit in his arms.
" P-panic ", Is all I managed to say. I gripped onto his arms. Choking on nothing.
Zayn turned to knock on the for , furiously. " N-no ", I gasped.
The tightening in my chest was something I've never experienced.
" What the fuck do you want ?!", Harry yelled his eyes darted over to mine and the color from his face drained.
" Get me a fucking bag !", Zayn yelled at him. Harry looked at me , almost as if he were trying to help. He immediately went to get the bag. My chest hurt.
"Valeria , babe relax ", Zayns whispered .
Breathing in and out , Zayn gripped my waist my back on his front.
Harry came back handing Zayn the bag , and soon I felt the bag being held to my mouth. The material closed around my wrists were cut off , so I could hold the bag over my mouth. And I slowly breathed in and out exhausted .
I dropped the bag on the floor .And fell limp , my chest tight but I was fine.
" Let's go ", I spoke as I straightend myself up. My hands were on Zayns arms , as he tightened his hold on me.
" Valeria , come back inside ", Harry softly spoke. I glared at him , " Fuck no ", I breathed. I stood up straight , as Zayn let me go.
" I'm fine , I don't want to be here ", I turned and headed towards Zayns car.
He followed me , and opened the door for me. I sat down , laying my head on the seat.
I felt the urge to cry , but I wasn't going to . I can't. I just felt like I couldn't handle anything anymore.
Zayn got in the drivers seat , and turned to look at me.
" You sure , you're alright ?", he took his bottom lip in between his . His chocolate brown eyes looking in mine , trying to see if I am okay.
I nodded , " Yeah "
He sighed , " Okay ", and turned the ingition on. Putting his seatbelt on .
I looked out the window , Harry was looking at us in the car. With a bottle in his hand.
I glanced away , Zayn pulled out of the drive way and onto the street.
It was already starting to sunset , shades of pink and purple in the sky.
Why did things have to end up like this ? Its not my fault I wanted to help him. I didn't notice that tears were forming in my eyes , until one rolled my cheek.
I quickly wiped it away , I heard him sigh . His hand was placed on my thigh , I looked up at him . Pushing my hair out of my face.