Our Moments

Chapter 2

*1 year later *

Valeria's Pov

*flashback*

"I wont forget you"

*reality*

"I wont forget you", I mumbled. I wont forget you my ass. He promised he'd talk to me, but none of that has happend. I mean the first two days he did , not any more. My eyes began to water again. I am 17 & in love with a celebrity I seriously dont know what to do. Ever since he left my life has been depressing. I haven't been outside since forever. I barley leave my room. I just sit on my bed and bring my knees to my chest and cry. I never thought loving someone hurt so much. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I got up from my bed and grabbed my computer that was on the floor. I picked it up and walked back to my bed and sat down. I turned it on and went on youtube and typed "One Direction Video Diaries" I pressed search. I found a new video diary, and began watching it. ... *1 hour later*

I seriously need to stop watching videos , I need to stop , I need to forget him. But how the fuck am I supposed to when everyone talks about them? God, damn it. I'm so screwed. I wiped the tears away from my face. I pushed the computer aside. I got up and stretched. I sighed. I went to the bathroom and turned on the water , I took off my clothes and got in. *15min later* I turned off the water and got out. I wrapped a towel in my hair and I grabbed another and wrapped it around my body. I opened the bathroom door and went to my closet , I got out my bra and underwear and put them on, I began looking through my clothes and got out a pair of red skinny jeans , a white see through shirt, and grabbed my white converse. I put that on , and I went over to my dresser and took off the towel in my hair , and brushed my hair . . . I finished combing my hair and decided that I was going to make it in waves so I got my blow drier and blow dried my hair , I finished and got out my wand and sectioned my hair in three sections and began making it wavyish. *20 minutes later* yes ! I finished. I then applied makeup , which was foundation, blush, eyeliner & mascara. I finished with that and grabbed my phone and went downstairs. I walked into the kitchen and saw that my mom left me a note saying that she had to go to work. I sighed. I went over to the fridge and grabbed the milk carton and put it on the table , and went over to the cabinet and got out some cereal which was honey bunches of oats. I got out a spoon , and bowl and served myself. I sat down and began eating. I seriously dont know why I'm in love with him. The worst thing was that he said he had feelings for me. I found it cute but I mean if he would've told me sooner. But now I know. Fame & money has gotten to him and sure has changed him a lot. I sighed and put my plate in the dishwasher. What to do , what to do I looked around hmm.. I need some air , and well I have money might as well go shopping distract myself for a while. I opened the front door that locked it and put the key in my pocket. I began walking, the sun shining , birds chirping, today was beautiful. I kept walking. I was crossing the street and suddenly felt pain , I dont know where but my head hurts like hell... soon I fell into darkness.