Our Moments

chapter 38

A/N ; I know you guys are about to kill me because I havent updated in AGES . sorry lol but ill shut up cx lol HEre you go !

Valeria's Pov

    At that moment , I felt everything drop. Everything , now is all me . Harry is long gone , everyone is . . . but I'm not staying away from them . They didnt do  anything .

     I took a deep breathe , and headed home . Itzel doesnt even live that far might  as well walk . The cool breeze forming goosebumps on my skin . The moon bright in the sky.  I walked , and thought about everything . Like now , I have something to live up to.    My baby is now everything . . . I suddenly  realized something ..what will my mom say ? I will still go to school , I'll get a job if I have to . I will go to college , I'm not letting this slip by . I want to be someone . I  wrapped my arms around me , as I continued to walk .

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I arrived home , I got to the drive thru and saw my mom getting home . I gulped , I was feeling light headed . I'm not keeping this from her . Shes my mom , I know I've dissapointed her  . I know , she has every right to do what she wants to me .

   " Valeria , what are you doing out here in the cold ? , get inside " , my mom stated .

I simply nodded , I couldnt speak .

She got out the car , and shut the door closed . I walked behind her to the door , as she opened it.

   We stepped in . " Have you ate , hun ? ", she questioned .

Food , I honestly havent ate even though its this late at night .

   My stomach grumbled . She laughed at that , a small smile formed on my lips.

   I sat on the stool in the kitchen ..

" Mom ? " , I questioned .

She started getting out indgredients for something she was making ? i dont know what it is but shes making something .

" Yes , " she responded.

" Well you see ... um .. I have a question ? "

" Go , ahead hun speak "

" Well um ... so say that theres a guy and a girl who really love eachother ... and they end up doing something their not supposed to .... and the girl ends up pregnant ....... but even though she is young she knows that she is having a huge responsibility , and she would absolutely everything . She wouldnt quit school , because her  baby wouldnt stop her from doing what she wants... what would you do .. would you help her ?  ... " ,My voice got quieter by the end .

" Well look hun , what they did - wasnt supposed to be done at this age .. it wasnt right .. but look ... I had you at 19 and I dont regret a thing . You were a suprise , and I loved you from the moment I knew I was expecting , Yes it is a huge responsibility .. but in all honesty .. stuff happens. I wouldnt want that to happen to you , even though I could imagine little Harry's or little you's running around ... but that girl needs to understand that it wont be easy , and luckily I'm the type of person who would help her " , she smiled.  My hands were shaking , the palms of my hands were sweating .

   My eyes began to tear up , " Mom ... Look at me " ... I softly said.

She turned around and faced me , her face softened.

" Whats wrong , sweetie ? " , she brought me into her chest. I have to tell her , its not like I have a choice. I quietly sobbed , " Mom , t-that girl is me " , my voice cracked at the end .