Back to You - Dan Heng IL, Blade

32. Reunion

"Fuck fuck fuck!" Dan Heng shouted in the changeroom "Blade?! Haru?!" he exclaimed in panic as he was trying to get off some of the long veils that were covering his horns. He could hear some music and people applauding as after Dan Heng's performance anyway there were supposed to be many other dances.

"I must meet him... Wait... He did recognize me? Man is so blind even when we're literally side by side, let alone when distant... Did he?" he walked left and right, nervous. His heart was pounding "Ah... I want.. I need to see him" he felt his eyes teary out of happiness and sadness.

One month had passed, of course he felt lonely, of course he was scared Blade didn't care anymore about him and wanted to get him back just for his plan. His mind was just full of thoughts, full of insecurity, sadness, nostalgia, panic in general...

Dan Heng was a mess.

He had to get out but he needed to catch some breath before wearing all those veils again

"Dan Heng?"

Dan Heng towards the door, hearing someone knocking and calling his name. Evias wanted to check on him "Are you okay?"

"Yes... Yes" Dan Heng looked at his own hands trembling "I just... need a moment, please"

"His Highness Haru was pleased by your performance" Fenir commented behind the door and Dan Heng felt shivers

"Please, guys, I am serious. I need a moment. I..." he felt even more shivers probably because it was a little cold. He was still in his performance clothes... Well, define them clothes. His whole chest was basically naked and he had just the veils covering from his hips, elegantly falling till the floor and some jewels decorating his arms and neck "I don't care what that psycho thinks." he muttered

"Okay, okay, get changed, we will get you out safely! We will guard the door" Evias said with a warm voice, trying to calm him down, or somehow reassure him.

Dan Heng sighed hard to then strike his own long black hair "Damn it... But I need to see him" he blocked himself "Wait... What if he didn't think he would see me here? Was that motherfucker coming to a Tea House to fuck? OH MY FUCKING GOD?!" he exclaimed mad to then gnash his teeth

He walked even more nervous in the room, almost kicking the veils he had on his horns "He wasn't looking for me because he was doing a tour of the tea houses to fuck? Oh yes, of course, because the Imbibitor wasn't in his manor he decided to be like those Americans without relatives and do big parties with sex and beer... Ah... Ahhh" he took a big breath, trying to calm himself.

"I am so mad, but why..." he could feel his own eyes teary as he was staring at his own hands trembling "Why do I feel... still the need to see him.. I... I missed him... I fucking missed him" he did reach the closet where there was his usual kimono "He's... fine at least..." he muttered to then hear again Evias knocking at the door.

"What Evias?!" Dan Heng asked as he had still in his hands the kimono he wanted to change.

He felt scared as they kept knocking at the door. He looked around, feeling an awful sensation of fear because Evias and Fenir told him they would have guarded the door.

He shut himself and looked around trying to find a way to escape, because he felt like Haru or Haru's guards were there. He had, honestly, no willing to make up a plan for that. He just wanted to flee.

"It's me, don't worry!" Evias said behind the door and Dan Heng sighed in relief

"Evias, fucking hell, you know I was about to panic again?!" Dan Heng opened the door to then block and open up his eyes as he had in front Blade.