don't ask if you don't care
don't say you will be there
i have issues that i can't explain
i'm sick of masking every feeling g i have away
sometimes i drive by
sometimes i think of driving in the lake
i don't have a steady mind
i like you, i'm sorry i didn't mean it that way
not in the way you'd think
i wish i could just blink my mind away
i don't understand why you asked me what my favorite flower was
if you never instead to give me those anyway
just go
please just go away
i'm sick of my block list being so long
guess i made a huge mistake
guess i keep making assumptions to stay sane
it was supposed to be a good day
i wonder what you're up to anyway
why you can't text back or if you forgot my existence
why reassure me to never assure me again?
i showed you special things
you did not even deserve them
man you make my eye twitch
get a load of this
i'm writing this on the bathroom toilet
hiding from my responsibilities because i got paid from 3-8
i really just want to stop this
i really want this to stop happening to me
but i don't understand what it is
i was told i was good
i was told i was good
i guess unique isn't really a good thing
i admire honestly
but look at where that gets me
felt no need to lie but
i guess even the guys who tell the truth still lie
what a life
what a fucking life
