reality of me
i say yes but mean no
guess that's how i got raped tho
i mean sorry
too deep
so
reality of me
i say i'm good when i'm not
guess that's how i got dropped by all my friends
they lost me?
no i lost them
reality of me
i say i love you but i dont
it's not like me
i guess you broke something inside me that can't be fixed quietly
i'm tired
i'm tired
i'm tired
i'm fucking tired of me
i just want to move on and let this narrative die
but something always pulls me back inside
being next to you
makes me sick
i shake like a crack addict
i want more but don't need it
i want more but don't need it
it'll kill me if i do
man i hate this so much
i hate you
i hate who
you make me too
i hate so much that i just lie to you
lie for fun
lie like it's truth
you never deserved the truth anyways
i lie because it changes the way you think of me
keep you up so i can see
how you want me but just don't love me
you are the wolf
doesn't matter how much you present as the sheep
you are the wolf
please stay away from me
you weren't made to love me
and i wasn't made to love you
