getting lost in the blue light
i found a fake sunshine
an erratic
ecstatic ecstasy like no other
i found false love
false hope
and comfort
i settled in and made my bed in it
i was obsessed i woke and i slept with it
i stayed trapped in my mind like a full time resident
i studied the human body and how it bends
and those words
and those curves
are also dangerous
this is a poem about me
a modern day addict
i smoke too much weed
and can't get enough of it
i imagine him railing me while i'm doing mundane tasks
guess that low dopamine doesn't really last
this is my adult poetry
i miss who i was when i was half of me
now i'm sat here wondering
how could that be?
ravishing for she
i'm desperate looking for release
but i need her
but she's dying
i'm murdering me
i don't want her to go
it's the world
or me
it's the world
or me
IT'S THE WORLD OR ME
