let it go
it's okay
let it go?
it's okay?
yes, let it go
it's done
it's gone
and that is a beautiful thing
trust me
loving you is a gateway drug
i can only love you when it's not love
when i become
under
the influence of
a moment
a memory
a lie
a deception
i don't believe we were ever meant to be
and all of my scars are left peeling
so i found a moment of healing
that may not seem like that at all
he knows me
he knows how to find me
he finds me in my depths
some days i get low
i want to die
i get depressed
he finds me
in the darkness
it's sad
because he shouldn't have to look so far for me
but i can often ignore my actions
until my life is crumbling
it is
disgusting
i'm on a roadway straight to hell
i pray everyday
but i feel like nobody hears me
but God heard me
he tests me
and i never fail
who will i choose?
HIM or hymn?
HIM or he?
HIM or me?
i surrender it all
every single thing
i need prayer
i need rebuking
i need love
i need offering
i need becoming
i need joy
i need God
i need him
not me
i need him not he
i need him
i need HIM
i know
i want to hate myself for my actions
but he knew how to help me
he knew my heart
he knew the weak spots
he knew how to get me
i felt nothing
God still protects me
i'm not crazy
i'm just hurt
he will heal it
i promise you
HE CAN HEAL ANYTHING
i am not broken.
i am not broken..
i am not stupid
i am not a slut
i am not fat
i am not ugly
i am not unloveable
i am not crazy
i am not less than
i am God's child first
i didn't forget
i won't forget
i will never forget
trial by trial
i will never forget
i will never forget how he saved me once
he will save me again
he will save me again
he hears me
he hears the cry of the weak
and the call of the meek
my tears are not in vain
today
and forever
i will call out his name
