HOW ABOUT ME

Chapter 4: I wave my white flag 🏳️

Before going to sleep,I check my schedule for this week and thankfully I don't have any work to do.(almost 3 weeks - I'm free to do the things that may help me to move on ..wow move on hahahaha we don't have any level in relationship . How it gonna work .he said I'm just a friend
Damn ,why does he act like more than that).

I didn't know what time I spelt . I woke up almost 10 in the morning na . Since I don't have work I turn off all my notifications from any social media platforms.I ordered food because I'm not in the mood to cook . Then ,when the food was delivered I ate immediately because I'm so starving. I tried to distract myself to remember how broke I am.

I open my Spotify and I play the top 50 songs randomly. I do cleaning and when I'm washing the dishes I stop when I heard:

He says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
he's all I think about
at night

He's the reason for the
teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps
me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I
keep singing, don't know why I do

-Teardrops of my guitar
By : Taylor Swift

I tried to hold on with my tears..why does even in the song tell me that I am broken. After finishing my household chores I sat on the sofa and tried to rest . Then a moment passed and someone called me my mobile number because I turned off my wifi and data .

📱"Hey where are you now ?"

" In my unit why?"

📱"Wait for me I will go there right now " then he ended the call

So I tried to closing my eyes until I slept and a moment pass someone pressed the door Bell button. When I open the door it was my friend yim together with nat and nunew.

"Come in " I offered them to enter my house and they sat on my sofa.
"Since we are free today and for next 3 weeks,what if we go in vacation" nunew suggest
"Yeah !!we need to relax sometimes" Yim agree
" Great Idea!! Since we need a time of ourselves and enjoy this free time from work" nat having a point

"Then,why do you invite me instead of your lovers huh?" I asked them

"Well, they are not available because hia we're going to abroad he has to do related to our business "nunew explain "and I don't bother to go because I want him to focus so that many investors we'll come and support us".

" Tutor will go to province,his father call him last night that they have a important things to catch-up."Yim said

"And how about you nat.?"I question

"He has a lot of work too , I don't dare to bother him" he replied "So when will we go?and where will we go?"

"How about in Pattaya?"Yim suggest
"Well that good, right?we can enjoy it there too,we will go to the beach and enjoy the sunset "nat replied

"Ok .then so we will go there next Monday morning".nunew said

"Ok ,so final on Monday we will go to Pattaya but before that can we go at the shopping mall so that we can buy what we need to bring there" i suggest

Them: ok let go

I took a bath and took a dress and we sat on nunew's car. When we arrive at the shopping mall we go first at the restaurant because it almost lunch time . When we take the order, we start eating while chatting and after that we pay the bills and go out to go to the next floor (which the clothing area). After we bought all of our needs we went out ,and nunew drove going home .. He dropped me first infront of my condo building and then they farewell.