// "Don't make me your last hope..."\\ M! Reader! X Black Butler! 18+

Love?

The events that happened passed rather slowly. Two weeks passed and with that talk with the voice regarding love fills your mind. Laying in your bed until the afternoon, the voice and you talk. Well who do you love? 'I don't know!' Is it Finn? 'He's adorable but!' Snake? You said he was charming. 'Ok well he is however I.' What about the Earl? 'Ciel is like a-' Lover? 'No, like a little brother!' Then who do you like? It's not that demon is it? 'Ok well despite the fact he's a literal demon, he's not that bad.'

Well who then? "I don't know!" You yell and sigh, 'I need more time to consider my options... this loneliness is agonizing.' Me and you both. 'Why do you care?' It's fun to see you deal with these emotions. 'Asshole.' Well best to take your time now, not like we're waiting on anything.

Finally getting out of bed, you change into a fresh pair of clothes. "Sebastian refitted the outfit." You take your hat, putting it on then exit your room. Whenever you emerge you're greeted by Sebastian, "I heard a yell emerge from your room. Are you alright lord (Y/N)?" Waving your hand, "Just (Y/N) is fine! I'm good... but can you give me some advice?" Sebastian crosses nods, "In regard to?" You then ask, "Have you ever been in love? Odd question to ask you but surly you know the feeling."

Sebastian pinched his chin, "My my, young (Y/N) is swindled it seems." A small blush warms your cheeks. 'Wait am I blushing? I've never blushed before.' You then say, "Just tell me." He thinks for a moment and then speaks, "Hmm well that's a trivial topic. Whom does your heart yearn for?" Everyone. 'Quiet you.' You confess, "I don't know... theirs some people. Like Finn is funny and adorable. Snake is dark yet charming. Ciel is sassy and yet hides his soft heart."

Sebastian then asks, "Have you dined with them yet?" 'Dined?' Taken them on a date you halfwit. Shaking your head no Sebastian elaborates, "Hmm well you should get to know them more so now rather than later." You then ask, "Why?" He answers, "Best to solidify a relationship before coming of age. Then you'll have to wait." True.

Taking what he said you go to the library to help you look for a book. What're you looking for? 'Dating books? Something to help me further my romance side.' So the insane boy wants to be a romantic? Never thought I'd see the day. Pondering a bit you find several books and begin to read throughout the day. Soon you fall asleep resting your head on the pages.

You're softly shaken awake, "Uh... (Y/N)?" Seeing Finny as your eyes slowly adjust you recoil up and slam the book, "Hey Finn! What eh, what do you need? Gardening tips? Help?" He shakes his head, "Sebastian instructed me to clean the library and I found you here." You drag your hand on your face. 'That little...' "Well, I can help if you need." After that Finn smiles, "Alright! Oh! What're you reading there?" You slide the books off the table, "Nothing at all!"

Quickly putting the books back, it seems Finn grabbed one and opened it before blushing. "Uh... what's this?" Snagging it from his hand you place it back, "Like I said! Nothing at all!" Finn tilts his head and gathers, "Ohhhhh. Who is it?" You exhale in defeat, "Well it's a matter of debate, but uh. Yeah." Quite the smooth talker huh. 'Shut up.' Finn just chuckles and then asks, "Of who then? Maybe I can help!" Hearing that an idea plants in your head. "Maybe we can... do a date? To help?" He nods a bit flustered.

"Uh I'll get a carriage for us. I know a place that's worth going to." Finn nods, "Oh great! I can't wait!" He quickly speeds off leaving you in the library. 'Well technically that's a date. Right?' Sure. Maybe this will help you be less awkward. 'Fuck. Off.' Concluding with cleaning in the library, you get ready yourself in the bedroom. 'Hairs good, suit is sharp...' I doubt he'll care. 'Set a good standard for yourself, then your soon to be partner will appreciate you putting in an effort.'