Don't JUDGE Me

WORRY

Mood: 😌

I am actually not scary

But I cannot help but worry

About things that could somewhat go in wary

I am hoping that it will go right

Like the sun with its shining light.

I am yearning for something nice and bright.

And, it did not turn out well.

I really do not know what to do.

Especially when I feel that there is something wrong.

It makes me feel uneasy to the point na nakokosensya ako.

Yung pusong kumakabog ang dibdib sa pagaalala.

Lalo na kung nahihirapan at feeling mong ikaw ang masama.

Ako ay humihingi ng pasensya.

Kung may mga hindi akong nagagawang tama.

Gusto kong pakalmahin ang aking sarili.

Pero naroon yung itsurang nababahala.

Well, I can say that there is a part of me that I did unethical.

But it was not my intention to have it that way.

Especially when I just matter the majority.

Pero hindi pala dapat ganoon.

Na dapat doon ka sa morally right.

Naging concern kase ako sa mga possible na mangyari na baka magdala pa ng hirap.

And I do not want to turn out something to be in a mess.

Pero ano nga ba ang tama?

Ang sagot lang naman diyan ay kung may epekto sa iyo.

And here you are, worrying about things just like this.

Even if you are having some conflicts, you need to realize what is for your own good.

No wait, not only onto yourself but also for the others.

Even when it is tiny.

And when I say na para sa iba ay  Yung sa palagay ko ang karapat dapat.

Not in some matters na para lang masolusyonan ang problema.

I admit na nagkaroon ako ng parte dahil ako nagpasimuno e.

Humingi ako ng opinyon, may iba na nagpakiusap pero hindi ko man lang naisip yung iba may ginagawa rin.

Hindi naman nakapaikot diyan ang buhay mo.

I know I am confused.

I am having this side that is fighting onto my head.

But what do you think is applicable?

Saying sorry is not enough.

Feeling guilty does not contribute to fixing issues.

I am thankful that may nagpapabukas sa akin ng isipan kung ano ang nais at isagawa.

Na magbibigay sa akin ng tanda upang mapaayos ang estado at mismong sarili ko.

Kaya ganoon na lang ang worry scenario ko nung nagkaroon ng sitwasyon na hindi ko akalaing  muntik nang ikasira pala.

Mahirap magpatawad at ibalik sa dati ang lahat.

Kase sa oras na masira, then patuloy na iyang magiging sugat.