Don't JUDGE Me

BANGON

Mood: 😃

Para kanino ka bumabangon?

This question had left me in distraught.

Nung una binibiro ko lang dahil tagline ito ng Nescafe.

Haha ang corny. Gaya ko.

Pero kung seseryosohin, it made me quiet.

It is just so simple. Isa lang rito.

And you can say something depending on what you want.

I know most people will answer for their parents.

For their own future.

Tas dadagdagan lang ng explanations upang maisagot ang why?

Bakit they are the ones who keep you awake.

But me? Mas pinili kong maging makasarili.

Yeah. Selfish. Like how others look at me.

Pinandigan ko ngayon. Para maiba.

I am different ika nga.

Wala ka dapat kaparehas. You will look boring.

Even though you see in yourself that you are not special.

At least sa answer gawin mo na lang espesyal.

So what was my answer? Something personal.

Hindi siya directly pero it leaves some curiosity on why though?

Even if nagbigay ako ng details, hindi naman siya enough.

Siguro sapat sa walang pakialam.

Pero hindi sa mga taong nagtataka o hindi kaya gustong malaman ang buo at totoo.

I choose myself because I want to prove that I am not a person na masasabing walang kakuwenta.

Gusto ko may mapatunayan ako sa sarili ko pati na rin sa mga minamahal ko sa buhay na hindi lang pucho pucho itong kinuha ko.

Na I decide for myself because I like to show what is in it for me.

That even though I have flaws, may mga bagay pa rin naman akong dapat ipagmalaki.

Kahit alam kong parang hinliliit lang ang tingin at kaya na palagay sa akin.

Paunmanhin kung hindi ako blessed.

Even though I am holy, wala namang blessings na maipapakita kung ano ba ako.

It is quite unfair though, bakit yung iba na hindi naman naniniwala, sila pa yung may gantimpala?

Samantala may iba na todo kapit, maayos naman hangarin, ito pang may malas na dinadala?

May bigat na laging buhat pero napagsasabihan pang pahirap?

Why there is no equality?

But then again, iba iba tayo.

Iyon lagi itatak sa utak.

That anything you see that is perfect, it will still remain as imperfect.

Ikaw na hindi perpekto. Matagal na.

Ayos pa ba na bumangon?

Kase kung paipiliin ako, Parang ayaw ko na.

I am just waiting for the signal.

But here I am fighting like there is a never-ending.

Matagal tagal pa.

I do not know kung when, and where so I just have to ask myself why.