Mood: 🤡
Alam kong we are on a different level.
Ikaw nasa ibabaw, ako naman sa ilalim.
You are setting the bar high, while I am still on my below.
Pero kahit na mataas ka, huwag ka naman mambagsak ng iba ano?
Masyado na tas pati ugali doon din?
What a definition of you being mapagmataas.
This is another person, but it gets worse.
Kung iyong isa, iniisip lang sarili, Ikaw naman puwedeng both including this.
May gusto ka bang higitan kaya ako yung binababa mo?
Am I threatening you?
Is that why you are annoyed and irritated whenever I am near?
Like huy! Talagang hindi tayo magkakalayo, dami ba naman nating koneksyon sa isa't isa.
We are more than just acquaintances.
And every time you are there, there is a coincidence that I will be part of it also.
Pero bakit ang pagtataboy mo ang sakit?
I did not do anything to you.
Ikaw talaga siguro ang may problema.
Hindi dapatpwat, nasa mataas ka, kailangan mong manlamang ng kapwa.
Na manira hanggang sa pumitik ito at bumigay.
Wala nga akong atraso pero ikaw ang bumubuo.
Hinahangaan nga kita dahil sa mga attributes mo.
You almost have everything that everybody dying to wish for.
Pati ako napapasama doon.
You were like a mirror of desire.
That once you look at it, you will see something within.
But they say, even this breaks.
Nagka-crack din hanggang sa mapansin mong hindi na siya same.
Is it still not enough?
Why are you underestimating me?
Dahil ba sa environment mo kaya ganyan ego mo?
Was it due to stress?
Like, no way na gumagawa ka ng paraan para mapaayos.
At iyon ay ang idamay ang iba, specifically towards to me.
That is not how it goes.
It would be best if you did not lend your anger to others.
Ambobo mo lang. Tinuringan ka pa namang smarterist.
Hindi tamang ilaan ang isang bagay na hindi maganda tungo sa mga tao para lang mabawasan iyang bigat.
Ano? Para masabi na hindi madali pinagdadaanan mo?
Well paano naman kami? Ako na halos nagiging target mo.
If not, may bias ka naman kung sinong pinakikitunguhan mo.
At first, I thought I should let it slide, telling myself there has to be a reason.
Pero tumitindi na toxicity e.
And not knowing that you were the one who would go down this way, it made me feel ashamed of you.
Okay na sana e. I thought kahit hindi man tayo magiging in one, kahit papano wala namang bad issues to each other.
BINABASA MO ANG
Don't JUDGE Me
Документальная прозаAn intrapersonal dialogue communication between me and myself. Just thoughts. Own monologue conversation with oneself.