Don't JUDGE Me

CARE

Mood: 🫥

Paano ba maging malaya?

Kung saan magagawa mo ang mga gustuhin mo sa buhay independently?

Wherein you do not have to depend on others just for the sake of your happiness?

Kaya ko bang maging ako sa sarili ko nang hindi ako pinipigilan ng iba?

Hayss. Ang sensitive ko naman.

Or ako lang itong insensitive nang hindi ko namamalayan?

I am so confused.

Also complicated at the same time.

Ang gusto ko lang naman ay magkaroon ng care.

Pero ang nadaan ay ako ang naging wrong.

Awfully not doing the job properly.

Nagawa pang dumaan to something inappropriate.

Did not know those actions could affect me and will have an impact on somebody.

Oo na. Ako na ang may sadya.

But it is not my intention.

Pero bakit feeling ko ang guilty ko?

I just give care.

Have a respond that could mean something.

Ngunit naging double meaning pa pala.

Should I just do the idgaf era next time?

Bakit ba mayroong do's and dont's?

Is it to control things accordingly?

Have those limitations that should be set straight and head up?

Akala ko kase kung paano ka tratuhin, ganoon din ang ibabalik mo sa kanila.

But why things have become different?

Oo magkaiba ng perspective ng bawat isa but still, I should know na hindi lang on my way dapat di ba?

Sumobra ba to the point that I crossed the line?

Did I do too much that makes things not go the way it is?

Akala ko pa naman it will consider as an okay.

Unfortunately, it turns out to be an oh-no.

Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ayos pa ba yung ginagawa ko.

Kung yung mga pahiwatig ba na aking hinahandog ay masasabi pang I truly care.

But shoot that kind of aspect, I am starting to doubt the actions I had been done.

Baka ma-misinterpret and mag cause ng downside.

Pinapakita ko lang naman kung ano ako in a good way.

Hindi ko binibigyang malisya at nakiki-ride on lang.

Pero sa nangyari, I guess I should be aware sa kung anong gagawin ko.

Hindi ko na alam makakasakit na pala ako ng iba.

Oh, why did I almost have to ruin everything?

Kaya ito ako tuloy parang may harang at sikap sa parte.

Or maybe that person is not meant for me to have?

Dahil sa pagiging dissimilar? I do not think so.

Wala naman akong isinagawang harmful.

It is just that, parang may nabahirang iba sa naiparating ko.

Putek naman nito o. Para bang ako ang nagkasala.