Mood: 😨
If you find yourself in panic just because you found out something it would not come back? What will you do?
That no matter what ways in order to fix or bring it to the previous state, it will never be the same.
It was actually so disappointing that you never know that things will go that way.
Na wala ka namang ideya na mahahantong dahil ni minsan hindi iyon pumasok sa isipan mo.
Alam kong dapat paghandaan ang mga bagay.
Pero paano naman iyong sinasabing okay lang pala pero kabaliktaran ang kinalabasan?
Ayos na sana kaso bigla pang gumulo.
Chill na sana kaso ang nangyayari, full of regret.
Puno ng pagsasabi ng sayang at bakit.
You once had it but now it is different.
Yeah, there it changed but for what explanation?
Hindi man lang nabigyan ng preparation bago matuluyan.
Tila ba para ka lang pumikit at pagmulat ay wala na.
It is already gone. No informing just show.
Tama ba iyon? Mali naman sa taong manlululumo.
Kase naroon yung expectation e.
Yung contentment that okay, here is how it goes.
But what comes around will never be able to get on to it.
Hindi na-handle nang kay proper. Ano ba iyon?
Atleast kahit i-restore kung okay? May pasabi.
Nakakalungkot lang. Bakit ba ganoon?
Why does it have to be that way?
Bakit pinipili ng iba huwag nang ihabilin at biglain na lang?
That is why it is so hard to restore what it should be.
Nandoon na lahat e, tapos biglang hindi na lang makikita?
Akala ko sa aking part lang ang may problem pero sinadya pala.
Everything had come to waste.
From how long and how many.
Wala na akong kapalit.
I cannot have it ever happen.
Okay sana kung pangit e but definitely not.
Halos meaningful ang bawat parteng naroroon.
Then all of sudden, parang kinalimutan na.
How should I forget that once memorable?
Paano ko aalisin at isabahala ang mga kinakailangan na ikatagang restore?
Kung alam mong nabibilang roon ang mga magpapatunay bilang ikaw, o hindi kaya tungo sa iba?
Ang awful isipin na hindi ko na mapapakinabangan pa muli ang mga gustuhin na iyon.
Considering how much all of it defines my capabilities.
Anong gagawin ko para ma-restore pa mga iyon?
No wishes will be made me come back.
At matatawag na silang past or old.
Hindi naman ganoon kadaling gumawa ng something new especially it will take time before you know it.
BINABASA MO ANG
Don't JUDGE Me
No FicciónAn intrapersonal dialogue communication between me and myself. Just thoughts. Own monologue conversation with oneself.