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Paano ba maging maayos na taong kakausapin?
In a way na kahit anong kausap mo, walang problemang magaganap?
From the way you talk, with the actions and words you show, tipong hindi ka magmumukhang mahirap kausapin.
And instead maeenggage pang magkaroon ng conversation.
Hindi mo idadoubt sarili mo kung papano ka magsalita at makitungo.
Lalo na kung alam mo naman ang purpose at intention mo.
You are not mapagpanggap at imbis ay mas maeenganyo pang pakitunguhan.
Able to socialize properly.
Is the person I am talking to the problem or ako na mismo?
I am also confused kaya nga nagagawa kong magsalita nang ganito out of nowhere.
I cannot help but ask myself if it is my fault or ako lang nakakapag-isip ng ganito?
Ganoon ba ka-problematic ito or ako lang?
Hindi naman ako yung taong ang hirap i-approach.
I follow the ethical way to talk to someone.
Whether formal or casual, inaayos ko naman e.
But why does it feel na may pagkakamali pa rin?
Am I such a bad speaker? At ang gawin ko na lang ay maging good listener?
Mabagal ba understanding ko?
Ang saklap naman.
Wala na nga akong kausap, ang boring ko pang kausap.
I just want somebody to talk to.
Hindi ko mawari kung sino ba ang mag-aadjust.
I am just keeping the convo good.
Iyon pala hindi ko na namalayang magiging pet peeve ba pala kung paano ako makipag-usap.
Nakakairita na nakakalungkot.
I was just keeping the atmosphere nice, the long talk for more thrill and enjoyment.
Iyon pala may maiinis at matitrigger.
Hayss. Why is this happening to me?
Minsan iniisip ko na nakakapagod makipagsalamuha lalo na kung hindi mo naman kilala nang lubos ang tao.
But still, you have to try your best na pakitunguhan yung kausap mo sa paraang dapat.
Ayaw ko namang isarado ang sarili ko na hindi maging pala-kausap. That would just make things worse.
I am doing my part na maging talkative or even a yapper even though I am not.
Hindi naman ako dumaan sa puntong I am being too comfortable.
I still know my limits as the one who is talking.
I feel like a disappointment.
Napapatanong na lang kung ititigil ko na ba?
Susukuan ko na lang ba ito pati yung kausap ko?
If it not working, full of bad something, then is it time to stop?
Kase hindi para sa akin ang taong ito?
Ako ba dapat ang umayos since ako namomoblema?
Should I change and adapt to the person I should be?
BINABASA MO ANG
Don't JUDGE Me
Non-FictionAn intrapersonal dialogue communication between me and myself. Just thoughts. Own monologue conversation with oneself.