Mood: 😄
Iba ang pakiramdam pag may ginhawa.
Wala na iyong sobra mong pagaaalala.
At imbis ay ipadama sa iyo na mayroon ka pa palang ihihinga.
Para bang ito ang silbi mong panandaliang pahinga.
Hmm...sarap naman nito.
Pero siyempre as usual, this will just take a while.
Who knows? Maybe there will be the cut-off what the-
When will I will experience this fully?
Permanently? The day I will have my last breath?
Yung unexpected goodbye ba without doing all the bucket that I have listed?
Na ang magaganap ay nategi na lang basta basta?
Sure, your problems will just go away just like that.
Pero hindi naman maganda na ganoon.
Hindi siya kagaya sa movie na may cliffhanger then wait for sa next part.
Or a book that has a continuation, a new season.
Isang beses lang sa pagkakataon ang mamuhay at hindi natin alam kung may afterlife pa ba or what.
Pag nacomatose nga, unpredicted e.
Walang reborn na kinalaman especially kung hindi ka naman anak ng isang himala.
So sulitin na kung maari ang mga bagay na sa tingin ay a must.
I know it seems boring pag breathing ka lang.
But at the same time, may fresh namang ibinibigay nito.
Kahit madalas ang baho o ang bantot nang maari mong masinghot.
Here, you can get to think of what will make you happy.
A time to start what could that be?
Tapos na yung acceptance stage, then yung moved on.
Yes, each word must be in past tense.
This is the moment you get you flip another page and fill it up with good words.
Plan what you want to accomplish for your happiness.
If I will remain myself in darkness, then there will be no light.
I just stuck myself in the corner and let this problem drown me.
Walang madali, pero mayroong mahirap.
Nasa sa atin kung paano natin itetake iyon.
It attests us if we can make it.
Hindi kaya-aya kung babad ka lang. Dapat kumilos ka.
Gusto kong hinga yung hindi pabuntong.
Ang paborito ko yung may diin tas magsasabi ng mga salitang puro kabutihan.
Ansaya ko.
Handa na ako.
Laban lang.
Mga ganoon.
Tas pagkatapos uumpisahan nang umusad para sa kinabukasang pagunlad.
Puwede rin mga ilang oras bago mangyari ang hinihiling.
Hingang paulit ulit na lang, pero may iba sa kanya.
Siguro, it could from how you do it, o naapektuhan lang ito pagukol sa kung saan ka napapaligiran.
BINABASA MO ANG
Don't JUDGE Me
Non-FictionAn intrapersonal dialogue communication between me and myself. Just thoughts. Own monologue conversation with oneself.