My father's arms around my mother's neck.
Flashback
"And I don't really need these fingers, if I don't get to touch your spine
No, I don't need these legs, if I ain't walking by your side
And I don't really need to be if I can't be with you
'Cause darling I wake up just to sleep with you
I open my eyes so I can see with you
And I live so I can die with you, oh
'Cause darling I wake up just to sleep with you
I open my eyes so I can see with you
And I live so I can...I live so I can.
I live so I can die with you"
Nika giggled with my arms wrapped around her.
"Again again!"
"Baby I just sung it" I knew I would sing it again I just wanted to mess with her.
"Pleaseeee beybey" she pouted so cutely.
"Alright only because I love you"
"Yay" I smiled at her.
I feel so happy with her. I am truly inlove with her. So I sung it again!
"I don't have a reason to cry, and I have every reason to smile"
Flashback over
I silently cried to a video of me and her. I know this shouldn't be the first thing I do when I wake up but since the whole Kelly thing last week I been so love sick.
I hate the fact that I miss her after she made me hurt so bad. And I hate the fact that I still love her and I forgive her. Not a day goes by where I don't think what if. What if I didn't overreact and we talked. She would still be here and we would be a big happy family. Right?
Although I can't forget the time where she treated me absolutely horrible. I don't know where we went wrong we were doing just fine and out of nowhere...she changed.
Flashback
"Hey.." she walked in the house and I immediately stood up.
"Hi my babies" she looked past me and hugged the kids.
"Mommy!" The twins said in unison.
"Hii did you guys eat"
"Well I got them breakfast but I was waiting to see if you come home and maybe cook"
"Why didn't you cook"
"Um I can't.."
"Good for f*cking nothing"
"Oh"
"Get tf out my way"
"Sorry"
"Always f*cking sorry" she mumbled.
"Babies go put your shoes on we're going to go eat"
"Kay"
"Um could I maybe"
"No I don't want to be around you"
"Ok.. do you need any money"
"I don't need sh*t from you Beyonce"
"Alright I understand"
"Mhm" she picked up the twins and rain followed behind them. I went outside with them to help her put the kids in the car.
"Here I can help"
