Fated Or Doomed

Harlots

                   
  Travis
                     
  I hated every second of this. I fight the urge to rip out every heart I come in contact with. Maybe then everyone will understood what i'm going through. Worst of it all. I couldn't sense her one bit. The lost of her Roasted hazel nut has me derange.
                     
                     
  I thought something change when I had a more sharpen pain one moment. I couldn't breathe. And a image of her flooded my mind. But soon enough it all went away. I beat off a detla who tried to comfort me. Took a bit for me to just walk off as I try to bring the feeling back of hers. But it went away and hasn't return.
                     
                  
   "God damn it!! I need to go. I have to go to her!!"
                     
                      "You know the consequence of that. We have shit to do. She'll find her way back to us."
                     
                      "No no! We have to go we have to go to her now. I need to see her. I need to smell her. I just.." I begin to panic in her cost.
                     
                      "She near but far!" Malcolm growl in feral at me. "But we made a deal so let me fix this."
                     
                      Malcolm occupied our time away from the pain with angry. There was always anger. It was more black than every. More red than I crave. We feed on different things. Wanting an none ending feast that may bring her back. But everyone had a say in how we did so. How we fucking live!
                     
                      Fucking elders!
                     
                      Most of my days since we have lost Elizabeth presents. I have been occiuped with nonsense meetings and dates. My beta and gamma have arrange. Believing it was good for me.
                     
                      Dumbasses.
                     
                      It all run under the hands of my luna's brother mainly. It was him. My brother and once must trusted friends ever.
                     
                      He had not only encourage this mischief. He arrange every single one of them. And I had no choice after pushing them away. I canceled all of them. But after a long annoying talk I said fuck it. If it gets everyone to shut the fuck up about it. I agreed.
                     
                      "Don't aspect me to be fucking nice or anything! I'm not agreeing to a single harlot!" Malcom tells Mason.
                     
                      "Just act like a alpha who some what nice. It will get the elders and other alphas off your back."
                     
                      "I have other shit to handle but this. We need to improve our line for lunas return." Mason gave us a long face.
                     
                      "Act the part and everything will move on Malcolm. No more after these. I swear."
                     
                      And I held him up to it. The play along he ask was not the ideal to get her back in our arms. I don't want some whore coming here thinking she can just waltz in and replace my mate. Because no one can.
                     
                      Every god damn day was hell. Every second was worst. I fought demon inside my mind on the battle of what to do. And even with every task I take to run to her. Mason was there to remind me my failure and more.
                     
                      We always fought. He stands his ground as beta but with every dark redness I see with my fist up to his face. He say the one thing that brought me back. "In time she will see what you done. Regardless she will."
                     
                      I will huff and shove him away. Returning back as alpha. I would pray to goddess when I could. Pleading she alright without us. I grew demons in the day and night without her. And I knew hers always grew without me to ease her back to reality. I worry they grew with the distances she made.
                     
                      In the time I became more than the alpha I thought. I run day and night as alpha as I do in battle for her. To keep me in sane, if I can.
                     
                      Mason request leads nothing but dullness. All these women were nothing. I couldn't stand their faces. I would leave mis dinner. Tired of their wishes and ranting. By a few mintues Mason or Sarah will find me. Sarah will be tough and tell to not mind their part. But Mason. Mason will argue that i'm acting an asshole and will cause a war in the disrespect I shown over time with the women. I would spat in his face my hatred and dislike over it.
                     
                      "Remember where you stand and how much you have fallen. Cause even if you try to take mines again. I'll kill you regardless of how anyone thinks." Malcolm will shout his words in dark lace bitterness to Mason. Shutting him up quick.
                     
                      His eyes will fall and his head follows. Responding with a soft, "yes alpha."
                     
                      Even with my acceptance to his solicited quest. They end the same way.
                      "Hows everyone doing." Mason trumps in.
                      I grunts in full annoyance. "Are we done? I'm bored and grew tired of her voice."
                     
                      "Well excuse you asshole." She walks up to me. "And to think I was gonna give you head."
                     
                      "Get the fuck out whore!" I take my drink and chug it down.
                     
                      Mason chase the harlot. Apologizing of my act. Like always. Only for him to return in the same idoit look.
                     
                      "Malcolm can you not call them whores at least. Its the one shit they won't accept."
                     
                      "Oh but they claim to worship my asshole attitude. Hinting they want not me but seek sexual favor on top of taking Elizabeth's full rights if not a side agreement."
                     
                      Mason huff and takes a seat with me. He take my glass. I furry my brows at him. He was drain and I can care less.
                     
                      "Enough with the insults okay. Just eat, drink, let them talk and allow them to think whatever." He take a swirl of the cup before drinking it.
                     
                      "Not my problem they cry home to daddy. I make no promises. I'm already mated to just one. The only one. Fuck the other bitches you keep bringing in here."
                     
                      "You know she.." he stops his words and lean over the table. I waited for him to finish.
                     
                      Mason looks up and I couldn't read his expression. He just nods back. "You have another tomorrow, early afternoon. Don't cause a war with this one."
                     
                      I snarl at him. "She will eat with the alpha she dins with."
                     
                      As Mason gets up to leave I grab his wrist. I feel his restriants. "No more after this Mason. Their tainting the air of hers."
                     
                      He lays a hand over mines. I feel his eyes on me. I don't look up. I knew what his eyes will say. "One more Travis." I release myself. Allowing him to leave.
                     
                      Unsurprising time hit for my last harlot din in. She walks in very differently than the others. Her tone was firm and kept. But I show her no special treatment. She got the same alpha as the other did. At least until the end.
                     
                      "I don't see why you waited so long to send your request. But I guess you wanted to have some fun with the miss right?" She chuckles at me.
                     
                      I say nothing.
                     
                      "I mean who the hell is this girl? Is she really what they say she is? Can she even handle a alpha like yourself." My eyes sharpen at her words.
                     
                      "Don't get me wrong alpha. I see your pleased with her but imagine the cons of hers."
                     
                      "What are you taking about?" I hold a bittiness.
                     
                      "Hear me out cutie. Lets allow the world to think what they can about you two. Get marry but before the ceremony and my announcement. We take her blood. We can drain her until the last drop for our own doing. Make something up about her death. She already this ugly monster but if we make it look real and out of control she is. We can make ourself better when we kill her."
                     
                      "No one will touch her." I snarl at the harlots plan.
                     
                      "Oh soft. Okay. I'll do it. And you can be the hero I don't care. I'll fuck you and we run with two heir in under 3 years."
                     
                      My blood begin to boil at her ranting words. I try to hold back but she kept poking and poking. Soon I bite the inside of cheek so hard blood drip in my mouth.
                     
                      "I doubt she's even that powerful. It had to be evil. Like super dark magic. We can't let her live. Little on become luna."
                     
                      I grip the table. Holding just a fraction left.
                     
                      "I adore at your patience with the creature. But i'm here now and can do better. Make it all worth it in the end. Its not like anyone will miss her. Everyone wants her died anyways. One less problem for you alpha." She chuckle away her plan to me. Going on with dinner like its already made.
                     
                      I lose all my sanity and stab my knife through the table. "If I find out you have any reason to threaten my mate in any way.."
                     
                      "She just some magic slut.."
                     
                      Right away I grab the large sharp knife from the middle of the table. Made my way to her before she can finish. I held it prefectly right over a good bloody vein on her neck. "I will kill your people and leave you dead. No scratch that. I will kill you last. And burn your whole kingdom. You'll watch everyone die beacuse of your words."
                     
                      I can feel my eyes dark at her. "Don't fuck with me or my mate. This quest is over!"
                     
                      Right on time Mason runs in. Trying to save the bitch. "Alpha stop! She a princess. Her father will kill us!"
                     
                      "I'll kill him first than her."
                     
                      "No thats enought. Let her go!"
                     
                      Fucking Mason couldn't of fallen so much as a beta. Why the fuck can't he just have my back. When did he give up me? On Elizabeth and I? When?
                     
                      "She threanten luna's life! She has no reason to live now!" I claim to him.
                     
                      She chuckle with a soft smile. Pouring more anger out on me. "Perhaps another propsal alpha?" I push the knife deeper. She gulps to the depth.
                     
                  
     "Alpha don't harm her." Mason shouted from the door.
                     
                     
  This princess did not seem bother by my act. Even in near flinch of death she still propose to me. "I need to marry to be queen. You must sign over all your kings rights to me. I was raise to lead a whole kingdom. Not some pack. It will fall under me and only me. But in trouble so you will come. I will plant you your heir to run your blood line. And if you need me i'll come. But again I don't want anything to do with this pack. It falls under you alpha. Not me."
                     
                     
  I listen to her words as each syllable falls out her mouth. "I came because I don't want to marry her father's friend. And my lover can't claim with me. Our law says two women can't lead. My father expedited this. And if I need a heir i'll take the girl while you raise the boy. I have no patience in your macho crap." She adds on.
                     
                     
  I don't reply to her. I try to only wrap my brain around her request. My only respond was to loosen my grip and let her stand from her chair.
                     
                      "Alpha its a win win." Mason commented.
                     
                      But he was wrong of course. And I am alpha. Not him. "What do you say alpha? Deal?"
                     
                      "No! Now get the fuck out!"
                     
                      "Fine. Good day alpha." She says easily. Not bargain or nothing. She just bows in respect and leaves the grounds willingly. Her present was oddly confusing. As was her request.
                     
                      "Malcolm what the hell!" Mason shouted.
                     
                      "Don't what the hell me! What the fuck did you do to get her here? Did you not do your back ground before brining such a wolf!"
                     
                      "I knew about the offer. I just didn't know the extra details. It was just a marrige proposal thats it."
                     
                      Lair.
                     
                      "Marriage. Why the hell will you accept her coming if i'm already marring my fucking mate you dumbass!"
                     
                      Mason steps closer. "Malcolm come on you knew why." I took a large step towards him. Still holding the knife in my fist.
                     
                      "Look its not just you. We all lost her. We miss Liv too. She won't talk to us either. Its been.. Your not the only one who lost Elizabeth over.."
                     
                      "But I did!" I yelled. Mason eyes dim with mine. But mines were lace with dark mist around the pupils. "Neither of you understood that. Now I have lose our mate, we are who miss her. You so easily push me to this harlot mess. Thinking I'll have an affair."
                     
                      He quickly shakes his head in defends. "No i'm just.."
                     
                      "What kind of best friend little long brother are you." Mason's eyes sadden. "I lost Elizabeth because I fail as a mate and alpha. I'm fixxing it! Not you! Or them!"
                     
                      I hear Mason heart beat slower. He lost its skip. "We have to go forward. Its beens over a week. With no news. No contact. Nothing. We have to face the fact that she not.."
                     
                      "Not what!" I yelled. The red seeping in.
                     
                      My back straight out and Mason holds his tongue. "Say it! I fuck up like always, I known. But this shit! The many women isn't gonna help her come back. Its gonna keep her away. So enough! Just stay as my beta for now or quit! Got it!"
                     
                      "Yes alpha." Mason said calmly and begin to walk away. I place the knife down slowly. Breathing out this shit storm.
                     
                      Ring Ring
                     
                      He stops in place to anwser a call. Hearing a sweet voice. My back tingers with shivers. I hear every words they exchange.
                     
                      "Its the girls. Conn.."
                     
                      "Lets go." As I try to leave Mason stops me. I push him over but he fights me. "Don't make me kill you Mason!"
                     
                      "No Malcom! She can't see you! Not like this!" I hear the protective tone in him. It was hard to believe over the fallen trust.
                     
                      "Don't you fucking tell me what I can't do! She in danger. I could of stop it. But then.."
                     
                      "The consequence if you go to her now, remeber!" He shouted and I stop. It all rail in my head. I step back and shake my head. I couldn't belive this shit.
                     
                      Fuck!
                     
                      "I know man. I do. But she'll run the second she sense you. She'll have to come to you without the danger."
                     
                      I don't argue with my mind. Malcolm and I both agree. I took over to respone to Mason. Turning away from him. "She called you not me." Taking a seat.
                     
                      "I'll call Travis. Bye." In seconds he was gone. And I was left here, alone. Terrible thoughts clouded my mind. My nail digged down the arm rest. Fighting my every fight and flight mode.
                     
                      It didn't take long after his leave another headace comes storming in. "Alpha the son from Saint Sacré is demanding you on the entrance field." A mind link bubbles in.
                     
                      "Keep sir Devereaux busy with the other guest. I need a minute."
                     
                      I take a breather before indulging the fake winsome time. I may not smile. But I at least attended. This was an event my luna need to make and be apart of. Gamma took over when the guest arrive. It was too late to cancel. And this was for a union right. Fellow wolfs seeing our growth. A few heirs came to learn.
                     
                      I took a chug of my one drink again. "What the hell does this slug want!" Malcolm growls under his breath as he makes his way to the outside.
                     
                      The event seem to go well but I don't care. It was just a few people. Nothing big.
                     
                      Moments in, the pain in the ass strive towards me. "What do you want Perry? I'm busy!" I nudge my annoyance at him.
                     
                      "Wheres is she? She hasn't anwser her phone in days. She wouldn't just.."
                     
                      I step close to him. "Don't you worry about my mate. I'm who she needs. Not you."
                     
                      He huffs. "She left didn't she?"
                     
                      My head snap quick at his remark. Perry grins and I am on edge to rip it off. "Elizabeth isn't your fucking concern! Get it through your thick fucking grease head, she will never leave me for a guy like you! Your nothing to her!"
                     
                      "In her own words. I'm a friend. And she at least respond back by now. So where the hell did she go off too if she isn't here with her current mate."
                     
                      "Fuck off Perry!" I lower my voice to not shout. Not wanting a scene.
                     
                      "I need to know she okay."
                     
                      Right before I can rip Perry apart. Some arrogant ass heir had to come and put his own comment in.
                     
                      "Hah the time came hooray." The heir cheers. Both Pery and I glace at him.
                     
                      "I was wondering the expanse of this thing you claim to lead with. But now I see your plan."
                     
                      "Excuse you." Malcolm grind his teeth.
                     
                      The heir stumble over Perry who shoves him away. This ass was drunk and is about to get his ass kick.
                     
                      "I knew it wasn't a thing, like a for real thing with her. But hey," he shouted a bit loud. "You picked good and I see she had both sides am I right." He laugh as he pointed his drink to Perry and I.
                     
                      My whole body tension up at his assumpation of my relationship. My claw slowling poking out.
                     
                      "Tell the rest of us the kink man. I want the next round." He softly howl in a board way. "Oh I can imagine what that body does while.."
                     
                      I one swipe I move Perry to the side and lean back to raise my foot. With all my strength I kick the heir right in the chest. His body fling far. I stomp my way back to him and his stomps his chin down as he try to get up. I plant my feet on either side of him. Grabbing his collar I bare my teeth.
                     
                      "She is not a fucking toy! She mine and if ever hear you say another word with her in it I will kill you next time."
                     
                      "What hell man she just some scam, right?" God this heir was a idoit. Even now when i'm mintues away from kill him.
                     
                      I push him down and step away. "Get out before I neuter you!" And as a good wolf he obey the alpha and runs off.
                     
                      I didn't have to look around to see everyone staring. But this was my usual scene. I just didn't had to pull it out since my first year. So everyone turn their head and remand in their lane.
                     
                      "Still with the damn temper I see." Perry voice ticks me.
                     
                      "Still pondering women thats not yours I see." I replied.
                     
                      "She different and you know that. I wouldn't fly all this way for any person but her."
                     
                      "Well sorry to disappoint you. She not into you so grab a croissant and go back home." I push my way pass him.
                     
                      "You know I could of handle that wolf better without a scene you cause. I was right next to him."
                     
                      God I was so over his shit. Not even just today just always. I hate thats he just trying and trying to nudge his way into her life. And she lets him. She thinks its some good in him or whatever. It won't last. She'll drop him like everyone else.
                     
                      "Perry i'm gonna say this one time and one time only." I turn and and bite my tongue. I didn't want another scene to upright.
                     
                      "Mon pétard would of agree with. Attention during such an event is ugly." He sip a wine he held and I knock it out his hand.
                     
                      "Go home Perry! I'm taking care of Elizbaeth."
                     
                      He stares me down. And I match him with flares. "Not until I know she okay. I'm staying."
                     
                      "She fine. Okay." I try to say believable.
                     
                      "Mhh huh. We'll see." Perry grabs his phone and begins to walk off.
                     
                      I sigh to myself and mental tell Malcolm to just let him go. Perry isn't worth shit. Malcolm clench his hand as he ensure Perry leaves the ground.
                     
                      "Elizabeth come back. Please come back." Malcolm whispers in a prayer.