Fated Or Doomed

Brother In Honor

Mason

      The drive to the hospital was like a horror maze run. I have no details on what I'm driving into beside the fact both my sisters are in the hospital. Just the fact Liv called pleading I come. It send the most coldest shiver down my spine.

      All I wanted more than life was to scream. I wanted to punch myself in the gut for this. I should of fought harder to be at their sides. I should of done something but stand on the side and allow this to happen. This was my worst nightmare come true.  

      But then Liv needed space from us too. We added on when we came to her that day. Connie barely will answer my calls or text me back. And when she did. It was never good. She had to be away from Liv to just talk to me. It felt terrible to talk in secret but I'm sure Liv knew Connie wouldn't disappear on me too.      

      I'm thankful for that. I felt like I didn't lose her completely. Yet every day that went on. I can feel that missing piece of her. I couldn't just move on and accept the lost of my best friend. I couldn't. I just couldn't do that.     

      And being around Travis just reminded me of her and all of my failures to them both. All my goals and titles were slowly falling. Sometimes, I didn't care if I lose it. I just couldn't lose them. And no matter how hard I try to keep roles stable. They begun to tip over.    

      I was losing them both.

      After hours, I finally got there. My terror got worse and then dropped once I saw Liv. Connie was a whole other story. As I made it through the thick white walls. I got the truth in sight. Donated my blood to one annoying sister. Saving her life. And comforting my other like heaven needed it to live. 

      During the time we talked and wait for Connie to wake up. My mind drifted to how things have been since the girls went silence.

     

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      Travis wouldn't come out the woods. Anyone who came at him, he attack. He has nearly killed his own men. After three days he waltz into the pack house to grab an apple and return. He wouldn't leave his own pain. He wanted to stay isolated.    

      I thought he gain some light to come back. But he seem worst when I found him destroying his office. He searched and found all of Liv's secret emails and letters. People and community's were threatening her and our people. She hide it all. And he went mad.     

      Travis never spoke when he return those days from the woods. He will hiss at people in warning. Everyone flinch to the side in his walk way. The house grew gray from him sorrows.

      Quickly in grief a hard decision had to be made. After almost ripping a Delta's throat he was sedated. He was founded once again in the woods. He was triggered back so often. He hardly got out the woods. And when he did..He wasn't him really. It wasn't Alpha.  

      Took about a day and half for him to come out the sedation. Doctor said his mind trapped him and his body in a calm state. That's why it took so long. And when he did. Malcolm only surface. Saying Travis switch it off and will not return if she doesn't.   

      "Nothing has change Beta. My witch will return. I don't want to hear anything regarding it less."   

      I chose my next words wisely. Malcolm only stared at the ceiling. Making me very unease. "As you demand Alpha."   

      At this time Malcolm leads. Travis only came out to tell me and Sarah that he's okay and that's it. To just follow Malcolm. In Malcolm state I had to take a lead in this case. Sarah and Kan told me about their little pup. And I worry with Sarah around Malcolm.