Fated Or Doomed

Mon Cœur Pour Toi

                                   Liv

Many long days later of planning. It was finally the day of my Luna Ceremony. And I was truly over the moon..NERVOUS!

Fuck. I'm a reck!

But not in a bad way. Good. Mostly. Shit. Okay, yes, I do worry if I will be doing any good at all. I still have this mega recking ball attach to me that says I'm gonna get everyone I love killed. That my existence is to only destroy everything. I've since I was born. And on top of that. I'm actually who the rumors say I am.

I'm a monster. Demon daughter. A blood magical creature that seeks power over power. It's said that the door I came in to rebirth myself was just the start. That more crisis will awaken because of me.

I try not think of it. And I try to believe anything else. But the only things that seems to help was when my mate tells me to not fight all my darkness. At least not all at once. They have help me to face this big new chapter. To over come these fears.

So I say fuck it. If they are gonna make up rumors about me. Tell children to fear me and make me out to be the villain. Then I'll make every bed time story true. They want to see me lose control. Then I'll show them that. I'm not gonna live their hopes and dreams. I'll live mine. They'd only wish they closed their eyes, shut their mouth and do what my coven had done and wish they kept their backs then. They turn their backs and leave me the hell alone. Getting in my way will only piss me off. Remembering the last time someone pissed me off. I'd killed them without an ounce of remorse.

In all ache of mix I recite my mates word as I stare into a mirror.

"Doesn't matter what they say.
Doesn't matter how the world sees you.
Doesn't matter at all.
Don't be scared of what makes you happy.
If it feels right.
If it feels so damn good that you can taste it even if it's vile and dark.
You take it on your own terms.
It's your story.
The name they gave you just means they don't approve of your morals.
They're jealous.
You have their attention and you should feed on it.
Be that person.
Inside and out.
Be hell raising."

Each word they say seeps more and more in my brain. Telling me to not let those little things bother me. That I can do better than entertain the less. That I am above all the powerless, creepy, shallow people that just wants me to stay as that weak person I once was.

In a way. I wanted to be like my mate. I heard of his story. Heir and Alpha. I just wanted to make my own with my name. And I guess I'm kinda am. And it starts with today. After I take my title. That'll be the start of my life. A hybrid Luna that runs a coven as she drinks the blood of her enemies. That will be me. That will be in the books.

Knock Knock

"Come in." I fix my delusion nerves.

I turn to see a Delta peaking at the door. "Delivery, Luna."

I stand and take the box from him. I smile at the sweet gesture. My mate just can't stop spoiling me.

"He is outside waiting as well." The Delta adds.

I open the box and Goddess. I've never seen something so beautiful. The charm and ring was glistening in my eyes. My heart flip to the set of earrings. I recognize them as the Scarlet Emerald. They were known as the rare Red Beryl. And they're breath taking in person.

"I can't believe he got them." I tell myself.

"Let him in." I wave to the Delta. He nods and close the door to receive my amazing gift taker.