Fated Or Doomed

Need To

Liv

      Looking down to my bowl, the liquid has thicken to its point. Having a deep red, purple coat to it. It's warm to the touch as I chant slowly and dip my finger into it. Picking it up, I run my finger that has been coated and smear a symbol along my forehead. My shirt hang low to show visible top breast. And again I mark myself with the symbol but now over my beating heart.

      "Luna? What on earth are you doing? Should I be worry?" Gamma ask and I shake my head.

      I walked around the island and headed to the middle of the room. On the floor I had marked the floor with the same symbol that's cross twice on me. Candles wrapped in twine burn bright orange. I step into the platform and slowly got down to lay on my back. Needing to pretend I am asleep. As my heart will slow down. I will lean more on my vampire side to active my goal.

      "Luna what am I expecting? For how long before I worry? What can I do?" She ask.

      I pause from my chanting, turning my head to her as I am still sitting upright. Gamma gave me this look of mix confusion and concern. "Nothing. I'll be out for a while."

      She calls my name once more. But I ignore her.

      Laying flat down. I continue the chant. As the last words slip out my mouth. My eyes close and my body jumps into a darker abyss.

      Free falling became a relaxation to me. Feeling the wind touch my skin it hits a cold brew. Making a smile cross my face as I know my spell is working. And I have enter my mind. Leading back to where I once was.

       Torturing me with noises that made my stomach bile more than normal. My heart crack at the sounds. I couldn't see anything nor did I recognize them. But I was hurt. Almost physically hurt by the agony pain I hear.

      I didn't understand any of it then. I have no clue what it meant or why I was hearing it for. But after I had awaken home after the battle. I had time to think and my mind trail back to the noises. And I knew I had to go back and find out what it all meant. Who was being hurt. Was this from the past that I need to relive? Was it even mine? Or was this from the future and I have to prevent something from happening? Who was hurt, what happen? When will this happen? So many questions I need to find out.

      I travel time and time again back to my mind. Hitting the cold icy floor. Once that rock ice hits my knees and palms. I had made it safely. And I can get my answers. There was just one annoying part about it.

      "Welcome back Elizabeth." I pick my head up to face myself. All dress in dark red. Her eyes shine bright red. She wore long thick heel boots. Her fangs poke out as she smiles a wave to me.

      I got up from the cold floor and brush the icy pebbles off of me. With a stone look I walk towards her as she sits on a throne of ice. Made tall and carve to her fitting.

      "Well. Are we gonna start." I state.

      "Can't we chat? It will make more sense to you." She giggles at me.

      I roll my eyes in full annoyance at her. She seems to enjoy it way too much. I ignore as she does this every damn time I have return. She throws nonsense at me. Claiming I'm wasting my time and only prolonging what's more important in my reality. But if this is something that I believe it is. Isn't this part of my reality too? Rather if it happen or will happen this is my life.

      "I got somewhere last time. I knew the pain. And who one or two of them are. I just need more." I state as I stare into the distance.

      "What more do you want?"