Fated Or Doomed

Her Day

                  Perry
                 
                  Being here felt like the only right. Even when this isn't the home I would want her to call for herself. I have devoted myself so deep in her that I will go along with whatever she wanted. Whatever she claims. Even when she denies our connection and takes the full flea away from the the life we were once rob of.
                  I am a fool for her.
                  I have never felt this way before. I never knew how it felt to be on this side of the line. I was already entrance with her before we had even met. I had her photo with me all the time. Kept it by my nightstand in awaited our day to come but fallen. And when I met those green eyes for the first time. It didn't felt like our first. I wanted to be more reckless and miserly than ever. I was in trance by the way she ket herself. Never once lower her eyes to another that means no good. She was prefect in my eyes if not more.
                  Yet,She didn't know it then of course. But she was mine. She was suppose to be mine. I was always hers and I wonder over the year if she thought of me too. Laying in bed and wishing the years flow so we can claim another. I find it hard to believe that we are not meant to be each others some point.
                  I mean like. She the one person whom has my back who doesn't know me. One night under the stars. I showed her a piece of me. And ever since then I continue. She accepted that and never made me felt bad about myself. Even though yes, she get greatly annoyed by my actions. She still willingly kept me at her side. Not once has she thrown the brick at me like others. And even if she say such a remark. She says it in a beautiful light of smirk that even her green eyes glows to me. She plays just the same mind game as I do. Even when her own tongue says we are only friends. She offer a future of ours truly in her life. She said the words. Today even of all days. She wants me more in her.
                  I will forever fly over the oceans to kneel before her beauty.
                  On top of how our life came to be. We still found each other. We are still in each others life. After such a fallen time she still found a way into my life. And I will do anything to just stay in hers. Mon pétard wasn't like any girl, nor any women I have ever meant. She was perfect in every way. Her spark to never let another take her light was a sight to see. And to see how in little time she saw something in me that not even I saw. She prays the good in me that was lost as a boy. She believes that I am this man she knows of. But secretly I'm only him to her. And slowly others will know if not already.
                  This witch was beyond amazing even before the world got to know her name. Everything of her is in aww. I come from a french coven. Yet hers does not. Not a slight descendant. But she, herself of glory learn french of all language. Not easy. And she spoke it like a native tongue. Our language. Thats a sign right? It has to be.
                  Either way. The universe spoke. We can if we choice too. She may say no but choice to work hard and do what the universe intended for us. So she claims to be his. So be it. My feelings won't change. They intensified for her. I will sworn to her only as she was made for me. Despite the fact goddess choice to share her with another. In my mind I get all those time alone with her too. And one day it will be real and not a fantasy. Goddess has told me. She has.
                  To her goddess she had me in all sort of ways. I was mad for her. As a misfit child at such a young age. She the one that got me. Even though she say we are kinda friends. I still took it as more. Even recently there was something between us even she couldn't part her lips to make a sound.
                  Hell she was beautiful speckless.
                  In our one biggest lost now, I seat here with my family. Watching her walk down the aisle. Looking better than ever. An exquisite women to walk this earth. This realm. Walking to another man that helps her up the stands. And with every smile in her eyes she let out to him. Ever words she recited. My heart broke ever more.
                  I beg to your moon goddess Elizabeth to not let you lose grasp of what we could of been. That if this wasn't real and we are meant for now. Right now. Stop. Stop it all and call my name. Call my name now. Right now baby. Say my name now. Say it.
                  But nothing. She hardly looks anywhere but him. And again I pray. Only this time I pray he does whatever it takes to keep her safe and breathing. That he will do exactly everything I would of done if she would of picked me. If only she and I had met first and not him. I plead even.
                  Don't you fucking lose her.
                    In another heart shattering moment. I couldn't help but watch my life went by. I watch as my future love of my life, my future wife, my future mate, my everything bond for another man. I watch as she creates this special thing that should of been ours. Goes to another person. I may not show it because I can't but I wanted this. I wanted all of it. Watching her through the phone last week in that wedding dress was a hit. But I knew I still had an chance. But this was different. Yet I still hope for that chance.
                  Am I a fool to others eyes?
                  Yes.
                  Do I give one tiny spicker?
                  No.
                  Why not?
                  Because its her. Because it is her.
                  I will make it out on top for us. I can last until the end when our time comes. Doesn't matter how long. I'll wait for her. So until then. He may have her. He may get to have the title and so further. But one day. One day. Elizabeth Marshall will be mine. Just like it was suppose to be years ago
                  The look she gave me in that small moment said so much. The elder advice her to look over the crowd of certain people. And she looked to me. More than a second. And I almost stood to take a chance. Maybe this was it I thought. My heart sprang to the idea. But a tight squeeze from my sister brought me back down. She tells me to watch. Behave myself.
                  And mon pétard gaze had left mines. I exhale so heavily my sister had to sooth my palms. Reminding me that its her day. To just be here for mon pétard.
                  But in truth. The look she gave me said so many words. My heart flip and stop all at once for her. I never experienced that before. Theres a lot I never experienced before until her.
                  I am so locked in for her i'll do whatever. I have already sense her need for me. More than once now. She needed me. Thats all it took. And if I can offer myself more than I had already. I will. I'll do anything for her. I'll swear in to Luna Clara if she ask. I'll swear in to my family coven if she ask me.
                  She can name it. And i'll stop at nothing to make sure I success for her.
                  For mon pétard.
                  She was the first to have my heart. The first to break it. And she will be the last. I can be at her mercy. I may be selfish. I only have is myself. But for her. For her I will do whatever. I will allow her to take ever last drop of my blood willing if that what she ask. I will die for her. Because I still believe that since we were young. It was our time.  I will switch the dice for her. I'll worship whoever she want me too. At the end it her I will pray to for my life when death is close.
        Should of been us. And could. I just have to wait it out. And in the mids. He has her. And I will do what I can to stay at her side even if its not mines.
        I'm hers and one day she will only be mine. One day mon pétard you'll only be mines.
                 
                  Travis
                 
                  With everything my stomach restrains from flipping. Another threaten email came in and it didn't seat right to me. I wanted to believe this could be just all talk but with this person I don't know. I put it aside my mind like beta told me.
                 "Its her day. We won't let anything ruin it.Its her day."
                  Shit if someone even tries, I'm knocking teeth out.
                  In this moment I take my wife's hand and guided her up the stands. Just two little steps. I use every bond I can to run through  prefect skin coat of hers. Letting her know that it'll be okay. That today can only go perfect.
                 
                  "Welcome all to this splendid occasion in Black Harvest history if not to all kinds. Please join us all to a wonderful day we shall celebrate this woman in bonds." Alpha Stan says loud and clear to the crowd.
                 
                  I tale a step aside when he begin. Starting with asking her full name. And if she accepts the oath and further more that will come. Basically asking if she truly wanted to become luna.
                  She didn't blink to respond right away. Malcolm howls in excitment as do I. We follow every step. Watching her was just glorious.
                  "Can you believe it? The day is actually her." Malcolm says
                  "I know. She gonna be amazing. She has already taken the whole luna act since her first day here. She was made for this."
                  "Thank goddess. She couldn't of chosen anyone more perfect. She was just made for us Travis."
                  "She is Malcolm. She ours. Every morning. Every night. Every second, every breath, every move we take. Elizabeth is ours."
     
      Its amazing how she brings Malcolm and I to full content. Something we never knew was possible. I ignore all red lines before her entrances. And even after her content rose more and I feel a over load of fright. I stay calm cause of her. Her light itself brought us home.
      She was our life. Our home.
                  Alpha Stan turns to me and ask for my hand. We take the sworn in oath to take her as our luna. And she does the same. Accepting us as her alpha.
                   In one split second as the ritual goes on. I thought of what life would end up if she didn't want this life. If right now as we sworn. She says no. What will happen?
                  I guess we will do what we had planed. We spoke of it too many times to be hit by the surprise. Yet every time it seems to bother her. It wasn't in bad aws. It was more in what if and could we.
                  I know how she feels. And I know what she wanted. she also knows how I feels. And I hope she knows what I want. Which is her. Which means if she says no and chose to not become luna. We will be fine with it.
                  We will not cause a scene and force her hand. Nor will I allow someone else to do so.
               
                  She has free will here. For her I am not that alpha at the moment. She will make the call. I will not stand in her way if she wanted another life besides this. All we have ask is to have her. It doesn't matter where. I would be happy to not share her in this wide of bond with others. She would be completely all mines and no one would know that but me and Malcolm.
                  And if she chose to say yes and go further to be our luna then we will do right by her and be that alpha. We will be the alpha she needs by her side. The one she is proud to have. We will be the one she comes running to and only kneels to us. Which is why I don't like her bowing to others. She is greater than them all. And after today she'll understand.
                 
                  Lost in my own world. My mind falls in and out. Even the sight of her in that wine dress edge me to grab her by the waist. Yet another reason accure for that act.
                  A few clicks blust in the air. I thought it was just my mind worrying but others heard it too. As do a metal object being thrown to the ground. We all turn to look. The sight was lost to quick to know for sure.
                  The crowds were faded and the mysterious items had taken over. Flashes of lights and heavy movements took action. I didn't know what was going on but we were being under attack. The howls and wolves paws were clear in our ears.
                  The screams echo and mix along with the wolves breathing everywhere. It stank to recall from which enemy took this day as his own.
                 
                  Regardless of who it was I knew it had to be the person who been sending in the threats upon her. It only made sense why they picked this day to attack. Even in their note it read.
       
                  You are a dull alpha breed just like every men in your bloodline. You're young and grew up better, as I thought.
                  You could  of change the outcome of your awful future alpha. Yet as history has it you allow the lust to fill your mind. And as you keep that act and go on in disgrace you will put all to risk and you'll see soon why.
                  All in the act of her. Your time has ended alpha.
                 
                  As the lights shut off all at once. Our bodies move faster than ever. Even quicker than our minds. We only saw the fog hit the air in different spaces before it all turn black. Before we got a sight of our mate.
                  "Elizabeth!"
                  "Elizabeth!"