Fated Or Doomed

Mask Or Truth I

Liv

      I can't fucking deal with this shit right now. They won't even let me talk. They had already made their claim about me. And they demanded we take orders from them. They believe the fucking worse. They didn't care for what we had to say. This was a joke to them. False on every aspect that is of us. As if the rumors and upscale of it all is the truth. It's some kind of plot to come by. They don't see this is real. They didn't even try. Just shoved us down to keep the act of the big wolves. As if they can control us or me. I knew the law and I am aware there's tricksy within it. They think we just do this for power or that I'm using Travis and the whole fucking pack. 

      Ugh I can't think of what else they planned to say. Travis tried to stand up for us and it only pissed them off. Them storming out the room. I knew that had to be a bad sign. Travis tried to convince me that this was just a test. And if it was, I failed.

      Right after I just grabbed Gamma and left.

      Gamma and I walk into the spell room. No matter how bad I wanted to throw and break stuff. I just get myself ready to transit. I set all my stuff up as every word the Elders say repeats in my head. I mark the ground and boil my herbs. Took my drink to minus my bond.

      Gamma hasn't said a word since we left Alpha and Beta. We gotta a good bond where she knows me even before she takes her oath. No words she can say will help right now though. She knows all my mutters are vile lashing out. I quickly chug down my drink and place it down.

      "Do you really think this is a good idea right now? We can do anything." Sarah says.

      "I don't want to be here right now. I can't. I have shit to handle in here." Pointing to my head.

      "Luna?" She asked. Here eyes spoke concerns but I can't care right now.

      I walked over to my spot and lay down. Gamma takes her chair where she's been seating and reading her baby books.

      "Don't wake me up unless it's time." I demand. She nods.

      I chant the last words and my eyes close. Leading me in a pitch of darkness.

      Opening my eyes I'm in a room fill with blank frames everywhere. I walk all around. An ominous breeze hits me. An annoying sound of wind chimes echos. Creeping around as chill hits.

      "Haha. You're not funny."

      I hear a soft laugher behind me. Turning around I see the other me. And the room, its now a field of nothing. I stand on the top of a hill. An Autumn coat of field.

      "Creepy huh?" She smirks back at me.

      "No. Now can we just.."

      "No!" She said.

      I huff loudly. "Don't start. I'm not in the mood for your shit. I just need to know.."

      "The truth." She finish for me. "Aren't you tired of all of this. Can't you see how useless it is. Aren't the boys not satisfying enough to just go on with reality together. If you want the truth. There's something I can do." She walks down her chair. Walking down to me with a mirthless smile. "You keep this up and you can face the truth from the one person you know will never lie to you. She has always told you the truth."

      "Fuck off with this shit." I push through the field. "Your talk about pain and all isn't working. I had enough people telling me I'm a mistake and an evil creation. You are no different."

      "Poor Travis." She pouted. "What kind of mate does he have when she can't even face her truth. She has to come here to get some kind of comfort he can't give her. And still she's a shell as always."