Fated Or Doomed

Dress Fitting

Liv

         

      Ah I can not explain how over the hills I am about today. I never even dreamed of being able to do this at all. Hell! I never thought a living soul would even love me little long want to marry me. And with all that being a miracle. I get this astounding pack who one day will call me Luna. I came from having no one, not even a home. To having the biggest family I can ever have in the most beautiful amount of land. I get to have my wolves and witches under my care.

      I finally feel like I'm winning in life. But then this small, maybe more than small. This empty, aching pain jabs me again and again. Thinking back on what happen last night. Everything that has ever happen. Hits me. Again and again. I have to close my eyes. Breath in and swallow down any feeling related to it. Its my past now. I'm dress shopping and I refuse to let it be ruined with people or someone who won't be in my life anymore.

      "Liv. Oh my God." I look to my side through the mirror. Seeing a crying Connie. Hugging me from the back. I cradle her arms around me. Breathing in her love. "You look so. So HOT!"

      I laugh a tear. "Thank you Connie."

      I turn to her. Looking her up and down in her body sculpted bridesmaid dress. "For what? I haven't done anything but demand these people around for more drinks." Right on cue she ask for more. Now on her fourth glass.

      "You have been there for me more than you know. I want you to be more than just my bridesmaid. I want you right next to me on my magical day."

      She looks at me in complete shock. "I thought your sister was.."

      I shook my head. Wiping a frustrated tear away. "Things change. It will be just you up there with me." Her mouth hangs open.

       I grab her hands. Bring them close to my chest. "You have always been my sister. You have always been family. You fit every aspect of it. Loving, fun, crazy, and a bit annoying." We laugh as she does a side to side dance. "I need you up there with me. Will you?"

      "Ah girl! Of course. Hell yay I will. Nothing wrong will happen with Connie Bossy in the house." She jumps in joy.

      We get our last fitting for the bridesmaid dresses and my Wedding dress. Gamma found a nice dress she loves for the event too.I have everything pack together and insisted for everything to be under Travis's card. The girls says no but I will not let them pay a single penny. It's my day and I'm making them be a part of it. So less least I can do is pay for the dresses.

      Now we move on to the Ceremony dresses. The one I'm most nervous about. This one. This is the one I'm actually looking forward to. Yes I know it should be my Wedding. Marrying the two werewolves of my life. And I am. But I'm really looking forward to being connect to them, my two high men and women. And my wolf pack. Ohh and my coven that will soon be bonded to the Black Harvest. That's what I'm nervous about. I will be responsible for so many people. So God damn many. I'm scared I won't live up to my title or any of them. But with the right people aside me, and my mates. I got to believe I can do this.

      I can do this.

      We all pick out our dresses. Started with 5 each and now down to just 2. Gamma holds a big role in the Ceremony. So she picked a two piece outfit. A beautiful orange silk high waisted skirt and a matching off the shoulder top. The top trim is a see through fold that wraps all around. The orange does a nice shine to her skin. A blooming caramel with her mated mark on her left side of her neck. Next she tries on a pantsuit. A full white suit from jacket to heels. It has gold buttons and flares up from the bottom. It hides her curves but you can still see them well when the jacket is closed. It fits a very formal scheme.