The Art Of Submission || Hyunlix.

Chapter Twelve- Can I Please Have Your Babies?

Friday UPDATE!?  What... Shorter chapters twice a week (Tuesdays and Fridays) 

I have been on a roll... At the moment I have three Chapters ready and working on the 4th<3 

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** This part is not related to the story. You can skip if you want! ❤️**

Let me tell you guys something about myself. I grew up on an island (Puerto Rico). Most of you might not even know where it is... and that is fine. 

Anyway. I am the 2nd of 4 kids on my mother's side and an only child on my father's side... Let me tell you something about him. He is the most amazing man alive (I am biased because I came from his balls) but yeah. He is the sweetest father and I see myself as a lucky bitch to have him. 

He and my mother were never together-together...  in other words, I was a product of a one-night stand. He loves me and I know it. In his own way I guess...

Growing up all I looked forward during the week was to see him on Sundays. It was the only day he would fully dedicate to spend with me. I grew up happy, but I was always jealous.

I always wanted to be his center of attention. Being a daddy's little girl for me wasn't as easy as I always thought. When he found his one true love... she had two children of her own. And they stole most of that attention I loved. I was no longer his priority. He became distant and still is. 

Here comes the part that hurts me the most to this day... 

When I was about to marry my lovely husband, I called him and asked for him to come to the courthouse with me. He said No. I cried and the day that was supposed to be one of the happiest moments of my life became dark... To this day, I still can't remember when I said I do. My head wasn't in the right place because of him. because of that simple "No"...

I thought I was over it, but as it turns out I am not, and I think I will never be. It has been years. But you know what? I still love him with my entire heart. 

I miss him every day and as I am writing tears are streaming down my face. The little girl in me still wants him to call me every day and tell me that he loves me. I still want him to make me his TOP priority. I still want him to drop everything he has to do and spend time with me when I go visit.

Last time I saw him was in 2022. I flew to PR to visit because we were about to move across the world. I was there for over ten days and only saw him once and guess what? I cried yet again because of it... I feel like I never get to see him because his stepdaughter is more important than I am to him. I guess I will see him when I move back to US in 2025.

I wish I could just don't give a fuck... To just move on and learn to accept that what I have been wishing for since I was 5 years old will never come true...My biggest fear is to lose my parents and not had spent time with them. to tell them that I love them. To hear them say that they love me. To not see them anymore. 

I fkng hate that VAMPIRES are not a thing.👺👺👺👺👺

I am rambling. It doesn't even make sense... Thank you for listening to me yap about something that no one cares. I feel so much lighter... 

I will leave you guys to read now... (I might edit this chapter to delete what I said above,)

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Enjoy Today's CHAPTER! 

Next update is on TUESDAY!<3