I wish that I could block me out
Don't know how they see me now
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Amerie sat on her bed feeling completely drained, in fact she didn't know how she felt. Empty? Maybe.
Tears came, they always come. God why do you have to be so emotional. Thinking that Amerie's tears poured out more, she shook off her thoughts and just let the tears fall.
She was tired of feeling different, being different. She was tired of it all.
"Ams..?" Taylor said quietly opening the door, to see her daughter in tears.
Amerie wiped her tears and smiled at her Mom.
"Yeah sorry I'm getting up" Amerie said getting out of her bed.
"No, you're not just going to deny that you were crying, what's wrong?" Taylor said
"Honestly it's nothing, it's stupid I shouldn't be crying. I'm fine." Amerie said, but the tears were still slowly falling.
"Ri.. come on, you need a hug" Taylor said pulling her daughter into a hug. "Shhhh let it all out, it's okay" Taylor said soothingly.
"I'm tired, of being different. I just want to be like others and fit in" Amerie choked out.
"Oh Ri-Ri, you are you and I think you're perfect, I am ever so grateful to have you as my daughter. You're talented, empathetic, kind, intelligent and inspiring, you're my world, my joy." Taylor said trying to reassure the teenager.
"Thank you" Amerie said politely in her usual manner.
"You're welcome, but you need to get dressed so we can film the music video and finally release Shadows Lurking." Taylor said.
"But don't be too bossy" Amerie said.
"I'm a great director" Taylor chuckled.
"I know" Amerie smiled.
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"The people in the black all one suits, you are the shadows. Just lurk around, you will also be like students chatting at lockers at school and scenes of Amerie walking in the park you're going to be in the background." Taylor said directing the shadow cast to their spots.
Amerie began to walk mouthing the lyrics of her song, the scenes change throughout a home set, a school set and a park set.
"Cut. Shot taken" Taylor said clearly.
Walking across different sets was a lot, but now it was a scene for the bedroom set, which Taylor will be in.
"Amerie will be asleep in bed and I'll be waking her up, then when we edit it there will be a faint dark overlay of the school. Then we will have a scene of Amerie pulling fake weights off her body." Taylor said.
The scene was filmed, they had got through a lot of scenes actually and their filming was finished.
The last scene ended with Amerie in school with the shadows all piling on her.
The editors were immediately working on putting the clips together and organising them to fit the lyrics.
"You excited?" Taylor asked Amerie.
"Yess!" Amerie replied happily.
"Would you like to see what we have so far?" An editor asked.
"Of course we would" Taylor said leading Amerie into the editors office.
The music video came up onto the screen, it was amazing. Everything Amerie had imagined in one music video.
"It's perfect" Amerie said stimming happily.
"It is isn't it Ams?" Taylor asked
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"You did great today" Taylor said walking out the filming studios.
"Thank you" Amerie replied clutching her beige fur jacket in her arms.
"Just a reminder tomorrow we have that photo shoot with vogue" Taylor told the teenager.
"I know it's already wrote down on my calendar and my routine" Amerie said.
"Perfect, if it's overwhelming just tell me. I'm not sure what they have planned but whatever it is, I'm sure it will be great" Taylor said.
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A/N:
Sorry for the short chapter also for not putting any new chapters out
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Shadows Lurking | Taylor Swift Fanfic
FanfictionAmerie Swift just a 15 year old teenager, well not just.. The daughter of Taylor Swift, Amerie Marjorie Swift is growing up in a world of fame, her Mom's fame. Is it really what Amerie wants when she is struggling every single day, since she was 7...
