His dead
"No! I don't believe that. William is always careful. " My voice is so loud that it clearly echoed the whole room. Their eyes looking at me with pity. How the hell they look at me that way! My nerve is breaking my senses, and my brain clouded with anger.
I just wake up from my nap and then... This! God! I must be dreaming.
I close my eyes and again, things are the same. Though I wish I'm dreaming, my brain refuses to lie.
Imposible!
Finding my phone on the table and pick it with my shaky hand. I won't believe them, thats a lie, William will never be careless. He always planned ahead. He is good in everything, he will never harm himself. He will come back to me safe and sound. How can they say like that, how can they cry like his gone!
I wouldn't cry over these false accusations they've told me.
He will never leave me.
I seated property on my seat as i dialed his number.
I won't cry, my fingers are cold as I felt it myself. It touches my skin and the goosebumps I started to feel. I press the first number as it will directly call him then next the loud speak button of the mobile phone so they can hear too.
So you will know that his okay.
The number you have dialed is out of coverage please leave your message.
Ended with a beep sound.
My chest hammer with panic that the result of me breathing hard. Oh god!
I dialed again.
This can't be, so I dialled again.
And again.
The number you have dialed is out of coverage please leave your message.
And again.
"He must be in a place without signal." I say.
I have to wait him then, he will call me. He always calls me.
I couldn't look at them, I lost my strength to talk or to argue because deep in my heart I know the possibility they wouldn't lie to me.
Dad won't lie to me. Neither Williams mom. What kind of a mother such make a lie of his only son.
My breath is shaking. I cover the two hand of my face to deny my tears that falling of my cheeks. Their words sinking off my head that he was gone. I would not accept him for leaving me, he promised me to come back at me.
I hear mommy Fenna cries. She's hurting as I am.
The sounds of the steps that are coming at me and hugged me. I slowly take away my fingers and see her. Her eyes are red from her cry. A mother mourns for lossing his son. She hugged me tightly as I cry with her.
"Mom, he promised me, William promise me. This is not true I can feel it. He will come back safely."
"Of course Grace, he is my only son he will come back to us."
I don't know how many minute we cried each other, I let my heart out as the pain hammering on my ribcages. Like a needle stuck on my chest and I can't take it away, it feels like eternity.
"Darius, send your men now, find him!"
The unstable tears keep falling in her eyes.
"Our son will never be gone. He might be wounded right now, find him! Our son Darius needs us! Find him!"
