Will woke up to the shifting of the bed. He groaned and turned over onto his back. He blinked his eyes open and noticed that it was still completely dark outside. He was kind of confused about why he had woken in the first place, but then he heard a faint sniffling sound from the other side of the bed. He propped himself up on his elbow and looked towards Nico. He noticed that he was curled up in the corner, shaking. Immediately Will reached out and placed his hand on Nico's shoulder. Nico shot awake, and gasped for air, he couldn't breathe.
"Hey, Neeks, it's okay, you're safe," Will scooted closer and wrapped his arms around the panicked boy. Nico was shaking violently and he couldn't catch his breath. It felt like he was gulping in air, but he couldn't breathe, like the oxygen was going into his lungs, but not expanding them, like he was choking on the air he was breathing. Will leaned back and looked into Nico's panicked eyes. He brought his hands to Nico's cheeks and cupped them, wiping away the tears that streaked down Nico's face.
"Will, I-" Nico couldn't form words, his throat felt like it was burning and he couldn't stop crying.
"Shh, it's okay," Will soothed as he hugged Nico tightly and stroked his hair. "You are safe, I am safe, okay? You are in no danger," Will assured. Logically, Nico knew he was safe, but he felt like he was going to have a heart attack. His chest was beating rapidly and he still couldn't breathe properly. Even though Will was embracing Nico, he still wasn't calming down. Will thought back to what Hazel said a while back, when the two first started dating. She had said that he was prone to panic attacks, and said that something that really helped calm him down was deep pressure. So Will guided Nico's body down into the mattress, holding his head and hand. He laid Nico down and got on his knees. He used his palms to apply deep, firm pressure to Nico's body. First he applied pressure to his shoulders, getting them to relax into the mattress, then moved down, pressing on Nico's chest, right above his heart. He could feel it beating extremely fast, but he pressed down with even pressure. He moved down to Nico's torso and hips. Then he placed one hand on each of Nico's legs, pressing down on his thighs, inching down until he reached his ankles.
The more Will pressed, the more Nico started to relax. He felt his boyfriend's warm hands on his body, soothing pressure flowing through him. He finally started to feel like he could breathe again. When Will finished, he laid back down on his side, resting his head on his palm, propped on his elbow, as he placed a hand to Nico's face. He ran his thumb and index finger along Nico's eyebrows and brow line, massaging out. He moved his hand down Nico's face and let his index finger press spots right below Nico's eye, massaging slightly on his cheek. Will then used his other hand to massage circles into Nico's scalp and run his fingers through the other's hair.
Once Nico had calmed down a little more, Will moved his body directly on top of Nico's, applying his whole body pressure to Nico. And this...this made Nico feel completely safe. His heart stopped racing, his eyes stopped watering, and his throat stopped closing up. Will hovered his face over Nico's and cupped his face in his hands. Nico looked longingly into Will's eyes and couldn't see anything in them but love. Will loved Nico so much, sometimes it was hard to imagine himself without the other. Will pressed a gentle, sweet kiss to Nico's forehead and sighed.
"Will?" Nico spoke,
"Hm?"
"Thank you, and I...I love you," Nico choked, but Will just smiled and caressed Nico's face.
"I love you too, death boy," Will responded. Then Nico tilted his head up and captured Will's lips in his own. When they pulled away, Will got off from on top of Nico and Nico cuddled up into Will. They laid, fitting together perfectly. Will rubbed circled in Nico's back, and Nico nestled his head into the crook of Will's neck. Slowly, both boys fall back to sleep, warm and safe in each other's arms.
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Sorry for the short chapter :/
Have a wonderful day/night, drink some water, eat a snack, take care of yourself. You deserve it!
Love always,
Neptune <3
Q: What is something that always seems to relax you? What do you do when you feel like you don't have anything under control?
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Solangelo One Shots (fluff)
FanfictionThis is basically just some Solangelo one shots. They are inspired by prompts I have seen. It is mainly fluff, some spicier fluff, a sprinkle of smut. I take ideas and recommendations, but I don't really love angst. Like I said, it is pretty much ju...
