The next morning, as the sun rays peered into the terrace room and they both were in split second sleep, little but soon to be awake twist were going under the blanket. Now Slowly slowly he was feeling the ignition of headache in him and he started getting some blurred flashbacks from last night.
His hand automatically crawled his head and started massaging him. He squeezed his eyes more, when he saw him close to her and she was draped in yellow sari, behind his eyelids. He remembered the way both shared that sensual kiss and landed into bed of terrace room. Sweat started brimming on his forehead when remembered the way unhooked her blouse and they undressed eachother. He started shivering realising their intercourse.
"Haseena!...no Haseena...we.. can't!", he started to murmure while breathing heavily. As all the scenes were becoming visible in front of his eyes, his grip on the bedsheet was increasing. He started panting hard with his voice getting louder. He felt his breath jolted and the next second he woke up trying to inhale the oxygen. He glanced around him with heavy breathing.
He was closing his eyes repeatedly and upon opening them, he was again looking dazed.
Whenever he closed his eyes, he had only one hope in his mind that this was not that room and whatever happened there was just an illusion. But what happened was no illusion. After closing his eyes again and again, when finally he saw that his hope was fading, there was a feeling of panic in his chest. His whole body started trembling and at the same time, remembering things related to last night again and again was breaking his heart again and again.
With trembling eyes, wishing Haseena's absence, he looked besides him, But she was present, and her naked body was covered only with a blanket. The ground slipped beneath Anubhav's feet, he suddenly started having difficulty in breathing. Seeing Haseena in that condition, his shuddering became more intense. His hands and feet became cold and he started sweating. He started shaking his head no.
Anubhav: (murmuring) y..ye...ye maine kya kar diya?
He ran his hands through his hair and began pulling at it nervously. He was completely numb from head to toe. He looked at her again and began to remember every moment of last night in greater detail. He quickly closed his eyes to stop this series of flashbacks.
He got down from the bed with the same numb body and started moving backwards looking at Haseena. While walking, his back hit a wall and he sat down and one of his hands automatically sat on his forehead. A stream of tears began to flow from his eyes. He started cursing himself in his mind.
Anubhav: (pov) ye..ye maine kya kiya? Mai ye toh bilkul bhi nahi chahta tha. Kaise...kaise kaise apni haad paar kar sakta hu? Haseena se uss din itni badi badi baate ki thi aur kal raat maine he...
He closed his eyes in disgust. He was sobbing silently but his silence was also much a loud.
Although he did not make any sound in pain, it was as if the whole room was agitated by his pain.
Anubhav:(pov) maine humare rishte ko jeete jee mar diya Haseena! Maine tumhari prestige ke saath khilwad kiya hai. I deserve punishment!
The flow of tears from her eyes was not stopping. Regret was taking firmer hold in its place in his heart. He remained sitting like that for some time and when he saw Haseena moving, he stood up. He quickly picked up her saree lying on the ground and started walking towards her with slow steps. As he moved towards her his steps began to seem heavier.
Here Haseena also slowly opened her eyes. She also started remembering the moments of last night but unlike Anubhav , there was a sweet smile on her face. Seeing this, Anubhav's feet stood stunned in their place. She was happy with the events that happened last night, but this thing was making him even more scared from within.
