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Bound by Blood

Miyuki's POV

I stood on my tiptoes, stretching my arm as far as I could to reach the book on the top shelf. "Damn, I'm too short." Frustration bubbled inside me as my fingers barely grazed the spine. 

Suddenly, a shadow loomed over me, and Muzan reached up effortlessly, grabbing the book and handing it to me. "Thanks," I muttered, glancing up at him.

His face was now a blank slate, a stark contrast to the carefree and gentle demeanor he once had. Ever since the night he got drunk and forced himself on me, our relationship had grown cold.

 The smiling face I once knew was no more. His hand moved to the nape of my neck, and I shivered. "I don't like where this is going," I whispered, more to myself than to him.

His grip tightened slightly, and he began lowering my kimono. I turned my neck, offering it to him. 

I had discovered through my snooping that Muzan was killing people and eating their flesh to satisfy his demonic needs. However, his appetite had diminished ever since he started drinking my blood.

'If drinking my blood means saving lives, then I don't mind being the sacrifice.'

Muzan leaned in, his lips brushing against my skin. I shuddered as his tongue traced the curve of my neck before his teeth sank in. 

"Aaah." The pain was sharp but familiar, a reminder of the darkness that bound us together.

One Day~~~~~

It was early morning, and I was performing my daily ritual by the stream at the back of the estate, praying to the goddess Amaterasu, It was early morning, and the sun hadn't risen yet.

As I chanted the sacred words, I felt someone embrace me from behind. I stiffened, recognizing Muzan's touch immediately.

"Muzan," I my voice trembling, "Should you really do this here? This is my sacred place."

He tightened his hold around my waist, his breath warm against my skin. "I need you," he murmured, 

My heart raced as he bit down on my chest, the pain of betrayal stinging more than his bite. Tears streamed down my face as I felt the sacred bond with my goddess shatter.

'Have I really lost everything? What will become of me now? Will the goddess ever forgive me?'

"Muzan, please, not here" I sobbed, feeling the weight of my actions crushing me.

He continued sucking my blood, oblivious to my anguish. His teeth sank deeper, and the agony was unbearable. 

I could feel the life being drained from me, each bite more excruciating than the last. Muzan's hands roamed my body, holding me tightly as he fed, his grip both possessive and unyielding.

"God, there's no place for me in heaven..." My voice strained as I fell to my knees in despair. Muzan finally stopped, his lips covered in my blood. 

He kneeled and cups my cheeks. "Forgive me." He looked at me, guilt flashing in his eyes. "I'm sorry," he whispered, kissing me gently. "I'm so sorry, Miyuki."

"Why, Muzan? Why do you keep doing this?" I cried harder, the pain and betrayal overwhelming me.

He pulled me closer, his embrace both comforting and suffocating. "Because I need you," he said softly. "And I'm too addicted to let go."

His words barely registered as he bit down on my neck again, the sharp pain making me gasp. "Haa? Anngh!! Hmpm!" He sucked hungrily, drawing more blood, his grip tightening around my waist.