Wedding Day | Kim Younghoon

WEDDING DAY:7

"Even if it keeps hurting, I want to hug you, please come back"

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"I don't understand why are you—" Eunji's voice was once again cut off by him.

"I told you, I'll listen. Whatever is it. " The girl went quiet as she heard those words from him, she couldn't believe if he genuinely wanted to listen or he just pitied her from what he had seen earlier. But he doesn't look like the kind of person to fake his personality. Maybe he has a genuine intention to make her feel better.

And if that's true, It's the second time around that someone is willing to listen to her.

"Aren't we not enough? " Eunji asked and also realized that it was the same questions Younghoon asked to her before. Are they really not enough? Those questions still lingered inside her mind. Eunji stared at the ground as she felt tears escape from her eyes.

"Aren't we not capable of marrying them too?" Eunji asked once again as Younghoon continued to listen to her, He slowly caressed her back to comfort the girl. He couldn't help but feel a pang on his chest, he understood what she felt, and it really hurt.

"You are right. I am desperate but I just don't want to admit it to myself. I did everything to get him back. Even means forcing him to love me again. " The girl uttered as she sobbed beside Younghoon. Eunji glanced at the boy who was currently looking at her too.

"Do you wanna know why we broke up? Even though we dated for five years we still didn't end up marrying each other. " Eunji asked as Younghoon just stared and slowly nodded his head at her signaling her to continue from talking. He was curious that's for sure, but he didn't force her to do it. But if she wants, he still listens.

"I broke up with him. I'm the one who let him go first. " Younghoon didn't look surprised as he overheard their conversations earlier, but he couldn't help but wonder why is she chasing him if she was the one who ended it all. There must be a better reason for her to do that. He shouldn't be quick to judge.

"Why did you let him go? If you truly love him, why did you let him escape from your hold? " He asked. Because that is what love is right? You're not going to let them go because, in the first place, you love them. You will not going to give up on them because you'll endure it all.

He watched her tears slowly slide down to her cheeks as she immediately wiped them off her face. Eunji smiled at him weakly before she spoke. "Eyes never lie right? "

"Every single time that we're together, he may not talk about it, but his eyes told me so, how tired he was," Eunji confesses. "There's no spark anymore. There's no love. "

Younghoon who was silently looking at her had thoughts flooded his mind. Is that the reason Chaeyoung also let him go? Is it because there's no spark and love anymore that she just choose to give up on them? What could be the reason to stay, if they just force something to be okay.

"I don't want to be selfish. That's why I let him go. " Eunji muttered as beads of tears flowed down to her cheeks. She couldn't do anything to stop it. That's what she felt.

"But you still love him? " Eunji nodded her head slightly. "I never stop loving him. I never did even once. "

Eunji cried once again as she covered her face using her hands, you could tell how frustrated and hurt she was and Younghoon could see it. He understood why she had to do that, why she had to make such a decision that she knew she'd regret it eventually.

"It's hurting me to still hold onto him. and if letting him go from me is the only way those eyes will change. I'll do it." Eunji's voice cracked in the end and Younghoon suddenly found himself wrapping the girl in his arms. He felt she needed it. and he needs that.

"You don't deserve that pain. " Younghoon said. "You deserve to be loved. We deserve to be loved. "

"We're not desperate... We're seeking for love that we didn't get and the saddest part, is we want them again to give us the love we're looking for. " Younghoon didn't realize that tears escaped from his eyes as they stayed in their position. He doesn't mind hugging her the whole night until she calms down.

Eunji on the other hand tamed down from his hold as she could hear his words. He's right, they're not desperate, just seeking to be loved by them once again. She just wants Hyunjae to love her again. To feel the spark like the first time. Eunji parted from the hug as Younghoon quietly stared at her.

"I think about this for a whole damn week. It hunts me down everyday." Younghoon looked at her in confusion as the girl wiped her tears, drying her face. "I thought you were wrong about, the only way we could stop ourselves from hurting is by making them feel the same pain we felt. "

"What are you trying to say? " Younghoon looked at her trying to read her. "Let's do your plan. I am willing to ruin them. "

Younghoon stared at her stunned. He didn't expect her to agree in the first place. He even shrugged off the plan after she made him realize but looking at this, the table just turned. She was the one who wanted to do it this time. "I thought you—"

"I changed my mind. We're never going to seek love if they will continue to be in love." Eunji said that made Younghoon doubt for a moment. He wasn't sure about it now. "Um, Are you serious? You are not joking? "

"Do I look like I'm joking?" Younghoon shook his head. "Why do you look like you don't want your plan? I agreed. We'll do it together."

Younghoon looked unsure as he just faked a smile. He felt forced, But that's what he wanted right? Why would he have a second thought when in the first place, he planned to do this, he should doubt himself especially when Eunji trusted him with it.

"Aren't you forgetting something? Like what you said we're being a homewrecker if we ruin them. We'll be a part of someone else's pain. Do you want that? " Eunji blankly stared at Younghoon, there was ny emotion plastered but desperation again in her eyes.

"I don't mind and I believe you don't mind too, right? " Younghoon just nodded feeling unsure of his decision but if this was the only way he could get back Chaeyoung. He'll take this as his opportunity. "Let's do it. We'll break them apart. "

"Marriage doesn't guarantee a happy ending, We'll not going to let them. We'll ruin them. "

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