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Reassurance

Travis's POV

I quietly walk down the hall, seeing the pretty blonde sitting on the couch. I crouch down so she can't see me in the reflection of our huge floor to ceiling windows.

I get just up behind her when I notice that she's running a hand over her cheeks as she shakes. Is she crying? Why is she upset?

I stand up and my eye gets caught on her bright phone screen shinning onto her face. We're not the type of people to look at each others phones, neither of us have anything to hide so we just don't take them. But if we wanted to we would let the other person do it.

I furrow my eyebrows at the sight of a picture of my beautiful girlfriend and a picture of my ex, Kayla. The picture is captioned with a disgusting sentence that makes my heart hurt for Tay. 'Who would you rather hit? The one that CLAPS from the back, or the one that CRACKS. You know you can do better Travis.'

I walk back a few steps and make it look like I have no idea what's on her phone. I plaster a smile onto my face and begin walking towards her again.

"Hey baby." I wrap my arms around her from behind the back of the couch.

"Oh hey." She says shutting off her phone and not so sneakily clearing her face of the salt soaked tears that tracked her way down her cheeks.

"Tay what's wrong?" I say standing back up straight and walking over to sit next to her.

"What do you mean?" She says smiling but anyone could tell she's upset by her look. And she has the right to be, that post. That post is not okay and the person who thought it was okay to say that publicly needs some serious help.

"You're crying, why are you crying?" I say cupping her face in my hands, using my thumbs to steer her tears away.

"No just allergies." She says shrugging her shoulders.

"You're not allergic to anything and even if you were, we haven't been outside all day?" I say holding back my own emotions to stay strong for her. I know exactly why she's crying but I need her to say it.

She stares at me silently for a moment before her face crumples up and she starts sobbing. I pull her closer to me, so her face is pressed into my chest. I wrap my arms around her and gently rock us back and forth.

"Shh Tay, it's okay." I whisper, placing kisses on top of the roots of her hair.

She cries, she cries for so long before I think she ran out of tears. She pulls back and looks up at me, still sniffing.

"Do you like having sex with me?" She says, pressing her lips together.

"Taylor are you serious?" I say and she nods.

"T I love having sex with you. I hope that you have that information in that cute brain of yours, I hope you noticed that I get you naked whenever you let me because having sex with you is so amazing. You know me and I know you, that's what makes our intimacy so special. There's nothing that could ever change that." I say whole heartedly.

"Are you sure? You're not just saying that because I'm crying?" She says tucking her hair behind her ear.

"I'm so sure Taylor." I say smiling down at her. She nods her head again and looks away.

"Do you like having sex with.. me?" I say after a minute or two. She looks back at me and finally smiles for real.

"I love having sex with you." She giggles, scooting closer to me and snuggling into my arms.

"Where did this come from baby?" I say closing my eyes, just enjoying the feeling of holding her.

She sighs and reaches over to grab her phone from the other side of her, unlocking it and handing it to me.

I pretend to read it again but I really just get lost staring at the picture of her, it's one from her 1989 tour, the era that started my crush on her. That's actually why it's my favorite album of hers but no one else needs to know that but me. Especially not Tay, she'll probably think I'm a crazy stalker if she knew I've liked her since 2014.

I delete the post from her feed and put her phone down in front of us on the coffee table.

"You know that isn't true babygirl. I love you like I've never loved anyone else before, that includes our bedroom activities." I say kissing her, only slightly red cheek.

"I know, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have doubted you." She says grabbing my hand and weaving our fingers together.

"You didn't doubt me. You just wanted reassurance. That's normal Tay. I'll reassure how much I love fucking you anytime." I say as she leans her head on my shoulder.

"Hmm, anytime huh?" She smirks, looking up at me.

"Oh yeah." I say raising my eyebrows at her as she bites her lip.

"How bout now?" She says against the skin of my lips.

"Mhm." I excitedly hum before pulling her into my lap, smashing our lips together and standing up.

"I love you Tay. Don't ever forget that." I say, carrying her up the stairs.

"I love you too. Always." She whispers into my ear.

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So basically my life is a living Wattpad book right now... I decided to keep my baby and we went in to have our first appointment yesterday and um I'm having a cryptic pregnancy which basically means my body is showing no signs of pregnancy at all so I had no clue. I am not only a couple weeks along, I am 7 months along and the doctor said it was very rare that I caught it before I went into labor so... this is kinda crazy guys. But I'm back and ready to write more.

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