Back Together

❤︎︎ Thirty-Two ❤︎︎

Lando noticed that I hadn't been eating as much. When we got out of the Photo Booth he pushed his arms up his hoodie and felt my waist. He knew I was slimmer

"Something seems different about you, love. Are you okay? You haven't been eating right, have you?" He said

"what? no..."

"Are you sure? Your waist feels... thinner than usual. Is something going on that you haven't told me about?"

"no..."

"Look, if there's something wrong or if you need to talk about something, you can always tell me. I'm here for you, remember?" He said. I didn't say anything and just avoided eye contact. He tried to pull up my hoodie to look but I tried to pull it back down. "Baby, please tell me what's going on. I can see that something's not right. And if it's about food, we can go out and get you whatever you want"

"I'm fine..."

"Sweetheart, I know you're not fine. You're getting skinnier by the day and now I can feel the difference. It's obvious that something is bothering you. Please, just talk to me" he said as he brushed a piece of hair behind my ear. I looked at him and my eyes filled with tears

"I just can't eat at the moment... I never feel hungry and anything I do eat just comes back up within a few minutes"

"Love, I'm so sorry. You don't have to do this to yourself. We'll find a way to help you, okay?" He said as he pulled me into a tight cuddle while stroking the top of my head.

"I don't know how we can..."

"We'll get through this together, love. I promise, whatever it takes, we'll find a way to help you feel better"

"it's not even like I feel hungry either..."

"I know, sweetheart. But that doesn't mean you have to starve yourself. Your body needs food and nutrients to function properly. We'll find a way to make sure you get what you need without forcing it down if that's what's making you uncomfortable"

"I just don't like food at the moment..."

"Well, maybe we can find some other things that might tempt your taste buds? Or maybe try different textures or temperatures? We could also look into getting you a nutritionist or therapist who specialises in eating disorders if needed."

"I've not got an eating disorder... have I?"

"No, love, I don't think so yet. But it might be helpful to talk to someone who can help us figure out what's going on and why you're not feeling hungry or interested in food right now"

"But what if I get put on a meal plan...?"

"If we decide that's necessary, I'll be there with you every step of the way, sweetheart. We'll do this together and we'll find a way to make it work for both of us. I promise"

"Okay..."

"That's my brave girl. Let's start doing some research and see what options are available to us. We'll get through this, I promise"

"can't we just wait until we fly home...?"

"Of course, sweetheart. If that's what you'd prefer, we can definitely wait until we get home to talk to someone. Just remember that your health and wellbeing are important to me, and I want to make sure you're taken care of in every way possible. But for now, let's just enjoy Austin" he said. I pulled him through the city and went to a watch store

"come on, I'm gonna buy you a new watch"

"Oh really? And what made you decide on that?"

"you deserve it."

"Thank you, love. You always know how to make me feel special"

"I'll get you a Richard Mille one. I know you love those ones. Pick whatever you want"

"You're too kind, sweetheart. I appreciate you thinking of me like that. But really, all I need are your smiles and your love. That's worth more to me than any watch in the world"

"I'm buying you a watch no matter what so you might as well choose one"

"Alright, if you insist. But remember, this isn't just about the watch. It's about spending time together and making memories. And those are the things that truly matter in life"

"it's about buying you something that I know you'll wear everyday. it's showing my love" i said. It took him half an hour to finally choose one. We went back to the hotel after that and he ate me out while I sucked his dick. Yes, we 69ed and it was amazing. We cuddled in bed after that but once again Twitter had to ruin everything. I saw screenshots of messages of him basically sexting to other girls. "what the fuck??? wanna explain why you've been sexting other girls???" I said as I passed my phone to him and he looked at it

"Love, I swear to you, those messages are from years ago. Someone edited them and made it look like it was recent. I would never do that to you. These are from at least five years ago. It's clearly a setup. Don't believe everything you see on the internet, love."

"phone now." I said while holding out my hand. He handed me his phone without any hesitation

"There's nothing on here, love. Believe me" he said. I looked through his phone and there was nothing. "I told you, love. I wouldn't do this to you"

"I hate my trust issues... I can't even trust you..."

"I know you do, love. And I understand where those trust issues come from. But I want you to trust me. I wouldn't do anything to hurt you"

"I know you wouldn't... I just wish my trust issues didn't get in the way of everything..."

"Look at me, love. I'm not going anywhere. We'll face this together. And when we clear this up, I promise you, we'll go out and have the best time. Just trust me, okay?"

"Okay..."