Back Together

❤︎︎ Twenty-One ❤︎︎

He won. He won the Belgian GP. I was honestly so proud. He called me an hour after the race. He was already in his driver room with his shirt off. Couldn't blame him though. Those cars get insanely hot.

"already got your shirt off?? Jesus, Lan"

"Don't act like you don't love it. How's my favourite person feeling?"

"still coughing up stuff. I have no clue how I'm gonna finish my final exam before the end of the term while I'm like this..."

"Just take it easy, baby. You don't need to push yourself too hard. You're more important to me than anything, remember?"

"yeah... anyways, I'm so proud of you for winning the race. I knew you could do it"

"Thanks, baby. You're the best"

"And also can you like just move the camera down because I miss seeing your abs and you've already taken off your shirt so..." I said. He chuckled and moved the camera down so I could see his abs and then he moved the camera back up to his face.

"Happy now?"

"very"

I was already in the hospital for a week and a bit. But I came back home the day before Lando came home. I was laying on my bed and I got a message. A nude from Lando.

Lan ❤️
This will be all yours when I get back 😘

Lex ❤️
holy shit 😍😍 I've missed that dick so much

He flew back and I was fast asleep. He must have come back around 1am because I woke up whimpering. He was fucking me in my sleep. No wonder I thought I was having a wet dream.

"You're so tight, baby. Just the way I like it." "I know you're tired, love, but I need this. Need to feel you close and connected. Just let go and let me take care of you" "Shh, it's okay. You're safe with me. Just relax and let me love you" "I love you so much, baby. Always have, always will. You're my world" he said. He came in record time and then pulled out before cuddling up to me in bed. "There's my beautiful girl. You did so well"

"I missed you..."

"I missed you too, love"

"I'm sorry... I didn't want to overdose and scare you... I just couldn't handle being away from you..."

"It's okay, baby. I understand. You're safe now. Just let me hold you and love you"

We cuddled for around 2 hours before I wriggled out of his arms. I needed drugs. I started smoking some more weed which woke him up.

"What the hell is that smell??" He said before turning around and seeing me smoking the joint. "You little shit. How could you???" He said as he roughly grabbed my arm. I was already high as fuck.

"Whaaaaat? It feels like I'm on cloud nine..." I said with slurred words

"You're not on cloud nine, you're high as fuck right now! Do you have any idea how dangerous this is? We need to talk about your addiction issues, but not like this"

"I don't have an addiction" I said with a weird smile

"Don't fucking lie to me! You nearly died last week from an overdose, and now you're here smoking weed again?"

"I didn't nearly die"

"You were clinically dead for 5 minutes!!! Do you understand how close you came to dying? This isn't some harmless recreational activity; it's destroying your life. We need help, and we need it now"

"no we don't... I'm fineeee"

"Fine. Then pack your things and get out. I can't deal with this anymore"

"what...? this is my dorm room... you can't kick me out"

"Yes, I can! You're a danger to yourself and everyone around you. I don't want any part of this anymore"

"you're breaking up with me...?" I said with teary eyes

"No, I'm not breaking up with you, I'm kicking you out until you get your shit together. You need help, and I can't be around you when you're like this"

"fine... I don't need a cunt like you right now..." I said