Back Together

❤︎︎ Forty-Four ❤︎︎

Friday 21st November 2024. Vegas Grand Prix

I was not waking up. I was way too fucking tired the next morning.

"Come on, sleepyhead. Time to start the day" Lando said as he basically crushed me with his body

"it's not even close to time where we have to go to the track" I said with a groan

"know, but trust me, it'll be worth it. Besides, we should take advantage of this rare calm moment"

"you've got something planned, haven't you? that's why you want me to get up"

"Maybe... just a little something special I think you'll enjoy"

"only if we get to wear our matching shirts"

"Deal. We'll wear them and make a day of it" he said. He took me to get my nails done.

"so this is why you wanted to drag me out of bed"

"I figured it'd be a nice way to relax and pamper you before the race. Plus, it's a tradition we should start. Your nails need to always look amazing" he said. I let him choose the colours. Just plain design but all nails light blue except my ring finger which had his iconic yellow/green on it.

"It's a weird colour combo but I don't care. it's my favourite colour and yours too"

"I love it. It's perfect" he said as he kissed my knuckles. He did his first practice session which went well. He came straight to me and we went to get some food.

"I'm just still really freaked out that I haven't seen Luisa yet... it's kinda scary when your girlfriend, aka me, is in the same place as your ex girlfriend"

"Yeah, I know. But she can't hurt us as long as we're together, right?" He said as we made our way to a food truck

"you're gonna make me eat, aren't you?" I said with a small laugh "I'll probably just have a hot dog"

"Hot dogs it is" he said. He ordered 2 classic ones as well as 2 monsters.

"I don't know why I was in the mood for a sausage. I guess I'm weird like that sometimes. although I did enjoy a certain sausage last night" I said as I squeezed his crotch slightly as we went and sat down on a table nearby.

"You're something else, you know that?"

"not my fault I like your sausage. always makes me feel good"

"Well, you're definitely not the only one who enjoys it"

"yeah, mr whimpering all of last night while I jerked him off until he was begging to cum in my hand"

"I... uh... yeah, about that. Maybe we shouldn't bring up last night so much?"

"it's cute when you whimper"

"Well, I'm glad you think so"

"maybe I should jerk you off more often"

"Maybe you should"

"I'm still so scared about seeing your ex girlfriend... I hate when I know people are in the same place as me but I can't see them"

"I know, sweetheart. But try not to worry too much about it. She's just an ex girlfriend, right?"

"an ex girlfriend that you broke up with because she was getting so much hate from your fans. she probably didn't even want you to break up with her"

"Look, I broke up with her because I couldn't handle all the hate that she was getting from people who just didn't understand our relationship"

"but she probably didn't want you to break up with her. she probably wanted you to stay by her side the whole time but you didn't. she's probably well pissed at you"

"I know she did. But I couldn't keep putting her through that"

"but surely you must have been falling out of love with her... you said before that if I was getting that much hate and it was affecting my mental health that you wouldn't break up with me so surely you breaking up with her was more than just her struggling with the hate"

"I didn't fall out of love with her. But I couldn't stand by and watch her suffer like that either"

"but one day that could be me suffering like that... yet you said you wouldn't break up with me?"

"I meant what I said. But if you ever feel like you can't handle the hate or if it's affecting your mental health, you need to tell me"

"to be honest my mental health is so fucked that your fans hating on me wouldn't even affect it that badly"

"But your mental health is important, and I won't stand for anyone treating you poorly"

"have you seen my instagram comments? all of them are just filled with 'Luisa's better' 'he should have stayed with Luisa' 'Luisa deserves Lando more than you'"

"Yeah, I've seen them. And it makes me fucking sick that people are saying that shit"

"it's always Luisa this and Luisa that and it drives me insane. like I just want her name out of my comments. some people just can't let go of your old relationship with her. you broke up like 2 years ago. people just seem to think that you are never gonna move on..."

"I get it. But Luisa and I are both in better places now. We've moved on, and so should everyone else"

"but other people won't. there's still fanpages of you and Luisa. all I see on tiktok is edits of you and Luisa and everyone going 'they'll come back together' 'they're the definition of right person wrong time' 'I miss them so much'"

"Look, I can't control what other people say or think. All I can do is focus on making sure that YOU are happy and healthy"

"I'm as happy as I can be right now. I just hate when people say "just ignore it" because I can't just ignore it. even you could probably understand that some of the hate you just can't ignore. especially when it's majority of your insta comments"

"Yeah, I get it. It just really makes me fucking sick that people are saying that shit"

"don't worry about me, baby. I'll be okay. if I have to take breaks from my phone then I'll take breaks" I said with my hand on his over the table

"I'll always worry about you... But I trust that you'll make the right decisions for your mental health"

"I know you always worry about me... it's what makes me feel so loved"

"You are so loved. And I'll always be here for you, no matter what"

"you'll always protect me and I'll always protect you"

"And that's a promise I'll keep, no matter what"

"you adding that to the list of promises that go towards my promise ring?"

"Absolutely" he said as he kissed my promise ring