Dempeo: The right kind of wrong

Darling, let's run (one last time)

Smut warning ⚠️

Running away today didn't feel like it had so many times before. This wasn't running from them or reality, this was simply to give everyone time to process what happened.

"I don't want you home tonight. We'll talk about this when i'm sober and ready"

Sitting in his car Patrick knew he should go to a hotel tonight. Respect Jills wishes and figure things out tomorrow. But instead he called Ellen. He wanted to know if she was alright after the screaming he heard when he left her house.

"Just get the fuck out. I don't want to look at you right now."

Ellen knew she should've stayed. Talked Chris down a little before she left. Or at least to be there in the morning when her kids woke up, but she didn't stay. She left and ran, although not before talking to Marina who said she'd stay and take care of the kids tomorrow if Chris was too upset to handle it.

She was heading towards her cabin, her escape for all these years. However if she was honest it was their escape at this point. Ellen and Patricks.
Her phone vibrated and she let out a deep sigh as it broke her from her thoughts. "Hello" she answered not even looking at the caller id.
"Hi." She heard the soft voice of the only person she wanted to hear from after this night.

They spoke at length about the night before Patrick asked where she was going tonight and at some point they decided that he should join her. It might not have been the smartest decision after today but being together right now was the only thing that they couldn't give up.

*
"You okay?" Patrick asked as Ellen emerged from the bathroom in a tshirt he knew to be his own. He had left it here years ago and he couldn't help but to smile at the fact that she still used it.
"Yeah, i'm okay." She gave him a small smile as she headed towards the bed where he was already under the covers. "Kinda tired though, long day." She continued to say as she crawled in next to him. Patrick pulled her close right away and she layed her head on his chest.
"Oh I know. It's been a rollercoaster for sure. I'm just happy I get to fall asleep next to you right now."

Ellen smiled into his chest. She knew he meant it. They didn't need to have sex or even kiss to know intimacy. Just laying here after the day they had was enough.
"I love you Patrick. We'll figure this out somehow." She looked up at him and saw tears form in his eyes.
"Thank you Ellie." He smiled at her. "For what?" She asked a little confused.
"Thank you for not running away. Thank you for sticking with me through all of this." He was thankful for it all, he really hadn't expected her to. Ellen didn't answer, she simply leaned up to kiss his lips. It was soft, not urgent or rushed, just the perfect end to a catastrophic day.
"We should try to sleep a little." Patrick said as they parted and Ellen just nodded and layed down on his chest again.
"Goodnight Patty." She said and she heard that his breathing had already gotten heavy. "Night El..." he mumbled back and she couldn't help but to smile at how fast he was drifting off to sleep.

*
It was 4am when Ellen looked at the clock beside the bed. She was now laying with her back to Patrick while she heard his deep breaths. No matter how tired she was she just couldn't fall asleep. Her thoughts were everywhere and as much as she felt a sense of relief, being here with Patrick, she couldn't shake her panic. She knew tomorrow was going to be more fights, more explainations and even worse... more lying. It was the only thing they could do she knew that, the whole truth would be too much for anyone to survive but she still hated it. So she tossed and turned trying to get her mind to calm down.

"Ellen?" She heard a sleepy voice say all of the sudden and felt an arm reach over to hold her.
"Are you not sleeping?" Patrick continued on, a little more awake now. "No too many thoughts..." she said softly not wanting to keep him awake aswell.
Patrick was now kissing her hair softly as his hand began to stroke her arm. Ellen knew it was his way of trying to get her to relax, and it worked a little.

Ellen turned around in his arms now facing him and she caught his bright blue eyes looking into hers.
"You can sleep Patty, it's okay." She told him and put her hand onto his cheek. He leaned into her touch and gave her hand a soft kiss.
"No baby not as long as you're this worried. What can i do?" He asked and she couldn't help but to form a soft smile. He really was everything.
"Distract me." Ellen said leaning in and she started to kiss his cheekbone. "Oh..." he knew what she ment by this and as much as he wasn't complaining, he wanted to make sure she really wanted to after the day they had.
"Are you sure El, I don't want you to think that's why I choose to spend the night here with you." He was breathing a little heavy now as Ellen planted small kisses down his neck.
"Patrick I need you. I need you to show me how much you love me because that is the one good thing in all of this chaos. So please..."
Ellen was interrupted by Patrick kissing her. Not as gentle as before but not urgent either. "Well then let me show you my love." He said with a grin as they parted and she gave out a small giggle as he rolled them over so she was on her back.

"Ohhh god" Ellen moaned as Patrick tossed her tshirt away and kissed his way down her body, stopping at her breasts.
"I love your breasts baby, they are perfect." He said between kisses and continued on to take one of her nipples in his mouth, causing a louder moan to escape Ellens lips.
"And you stomach. Your beautiful stomach. So soft and so sexy." He was now alternating between kissing and softly biting his way down her body making her melt into him.
"Patty... ohh." She said as he kissed her just above the waistline of her panties, just an inch from where she wanted him the most.

"And i love your beautiful legs..." he started to kiss the inside of her thighs. "Patrick please!" She begged him now, needing more of his touch. "What Ellie?" He said with a teasing tone "I'm just showing you how much I love you." He kissed her right on her wet opening now, but just a soft teasing kiss on top of her panties. "And I love your pussy... how wet it gets for me when I do this" he sucked a little on her clit and Ellen screamed out "Fuuuuck!"
"I love how you look right now. Needy, legs spread just waiting for me." He looked right into her eyes now.
"Gosh Patrick... just please! I need you."

He finally gave in and as soon as her panties were off he licked her over her opening, stopping at her desperate clit. "Yes yes! Just like that... oh god"
As his tongue was moving in circles he added two fingers inside of her and Ellen began to push herself up towards his mouth.
He stopped momentarily but kept his fingers moving slowly inside of her. "Mmm so pretty." He told her as he grinned up at her. But before Ellen could say anything his mouth was back where she needed him and his fingers sped up. "Ohhh shit i'm gonna come Patty!" She screamed and before she knew it she was shuddering as her body reached sweet ecstacy.

Instead of stopping Patrick simply slowed down his pace letting her relax a little. Soon he felt her get needy again. "I need you inside of me now!" Ellen said with a firm voice and who was he to deny that?
He quickly removed his boxers and grabbed Ellens legs, moving her closer to him. "And I love the way you feel when i'm inside of you." He told her as he pushed all of his lenght into her.
"Fuck Patrick... oh god... YES." Was all Ellen could say as she felt him deep inside of her, touching parts of her insides only he could.
He lifted one of her legs and leaned into her, giving her a wet kiss. "Oh fuck El, you feel amazing."

Patrick felt himself getting close, it had been a while after all, so he released her leg and took his hand down to her clit, rubbing in circles as he sped up his trusts. "Yes! I'm so close Patty, harder... oh fuck!" Ellen screamed and then he felt her walls start to clamp down on him. As soon as she screamed out her release he followed her, emptying his load into her.

"In a perfect world I would do this all day, every day." Ellen said with a smirk as Patrick kissed her forhead. He was still inside her, trying to gather the strenght to roll off her. He laughed a little at her words. "That I wouldn't say no to." Kissing her lips softly. "I missed this as much as I missed you baby" He winked down at her and rolled off, reaching out to her so that she could lay down on his chest. They layed there a few minutes just relaxing.

"Do you feel better? Do you think you could sleep now?" He asked her but got no answer. As he looked down he saw that she was already asleep. He smiled and kissed her head before falling into his own sweet dreams.

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With all this drama I felt like some fluff and smut was overdue. Back to reality in the next chapter