54. You are mine

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It was already 2 in the afternoon, and I was frustrated and angry. We have been going in circles the whole time and I could not do it anymore, we are both too stubborn to give up. I got a text from Madelyn asking if we want to join them for dinner. "Madelyn ask if we want to go to dinner." I say looking at Lando that is standing in the kitchen. "I don't know" he say angry and I nod, "You need to get some rest." I tell him seeing the bags under his eyes. He bites his lip shaking his head. "Not until we sort this out." he say and I look at my hands. "I don't think we will ever sort this out if your ex is in the picture, and if you keep on lying to me." I say and he sigh walking to sit in front of me, rubbing his face. "I know okay, I know she is a big problem for you, but last night I really did nothing wrong, why can't you understand that." he say and I roll my eyes. "So calling me insecure and telling me I ruined your night is doing nothing wrong?" I say and he rolled his eyes.

"I did not mean that, I was angry and frustrated." he say and I nod standing up. "I am done we are never going to get to a solution, I can't keep on going in circles." I say walking to the room and he follows me. "Come on baby, just believe Me." he say and I sit down on the bed not answering him, he walks and sit next to me. "I love you Bella, please believe that." he say and I look at him. "I can't do this anymore." I say and I can see the fear in his eyes and he shake his head. "I am never letting you go, you are mine." he say and before I can realize what happen he kiss me, at first I was shocked and then I kissed him back, I could not help myself Lando's kisses was the best. The kiss got more passionate and I pull away. "I am still angry at you" I say and he stroke my cheek, "I know baby, I am still angry with you too." he say kissing me again. I was lying on my back Lando kissing my neck, I know this is wrong we should not let this happen when we did not sort out things yet, but fuck it he was so cute.

He pulled my shirt off and kiss me from my collar bone to my stomach, he then remove my pants and I look at him as he lick his lips. He start kissing my thighs and then he bites me and I moan. "You are mine Bella, and I am going to show you." he say kissing his way up my body again, he sit up and remove his clothes. He looks me in the eyes and say. "I won't be gentle like all the other times, I am angry and frustrated and I need to get the image of you and that guy out of my head, do you understand." he say kissing my lips, I frown and nods. He flips me over and I was on my hands and knees, before I can brace myself for what is happening he pushes into me and I moan, he did not give me time to adjust to him he starts pounding into me and the pain turned into pleasure. He slapped me and I groan, I could not believe this in my Lando I don't know this guy anymore, but I am not complaining I love this side of him.

"I want to ruin you, I want everyone to know that you are mine." he growls not stopping to pound into me and I moan, he pushes my head into the mattress and I can feel my orgasm building up. He pulls me up by my hair and I groan from the pain, why is it turning me on that he is so rough. "I want to fuck that guy out of you." he whispers in my ear and my eyes roll back. "Nothing happened." I say again and he pushes me down again. I can feel that I am very close and Lando slap my ass again, "Fuck" I moan and then I cum moaning his name. "That's right baby, let everyone hear you, I want everyone to know who you belong to." he say as I was coming off my high. "Get up, I want to cum in your mouth" he demands and I sit up. I take him in my mouth and he starts thrusting, I can feel him hitting the back of my throat and the tears was running down my eyes, he rubs it off with his thumb and smile, just then he cum with a loud moan and I swallow all of it. This was not love making this was angry sex and I liked it way more than I should.

We lay next to each other breathing heavy. "Are you okay?" he ask sitting up and look at me. I nod and also sit up. "I am sorry for being so rough." he say tucking a piece of hair behind my ear and I smile, "It's okay" I say standing up pulling on my clothes. "Come lay down with me." he say after getting dress and I sigh, I lay in the bed with him and he pulls me closer. "I love you baby, please tell me you believe that?" he say and I nod, not saying anything, I was tired of talking. "I will cut all ties with her, I will block her and if she is in the same place as me I will leave." he say and I look up at him, "Promise?" I ask and he rubs his thumb over my swollen lips. "I promise baby, and I am sorry for what I said." "I am also sorry, it was supposed to be your night and I did ruin it." I say and he shake his head. "No, you did not, I still had a good time." he say and I frown. I don't know if I can trust Lando, my gut tells me something is different. He fell asleep not long after and I stood up, I message Madelyn that I will let her know because Lando was sleeping and.

I sat on the sofa of the hotel room scrolling through my phone, I message my brother and he ask if he can call me. The phone ring and I walk out standing on the balcony. "Hi Carlos." Isa, how are you?" "Good and you?" "Good, where is Lando?" I sigh. "Sleeping" I say and he is quiet for a bit. "So he told you about last night?" he ask and my heart sink, no please no I thought to myself. "No, what about last night?" I ask and it was quiet again. "Carlos, if you love me you would tell me." I say and I can hear him take a deep breath. "Magui, kissed Lando last night." he say and I had to stop myself from sobbing, my heart breaking into a million pieces. "What?" I whispers the lump in my throat preventing me from talking. "Yeah, but he did push her off and told her to go, I know Isa he should have told her the moment she came in to leave, but Lando is a too good guy, and I can tell you that kiss meant nothing to him." he say and I wiped a tear. "Then why did he not tell me?" I ask and my brother sigh. "I don't know, ask him Isa, I am sorry." he say.

After we hanged up I looked at Lando sleeping and I could not help crying, things will never be the same between us, because I will never be able to trust him. I decided to meet Madelyn and them at the beach and I wrote Lando a letter leaving it next to the bed.

Hi, went to the beach with Madelyn and the others. I know now you did not tell me the whole truth about last night and I really cannot fight anymore. See you later. Bella

So that was intense and things with Lando and Bella will be a bit tense but I promise it will get better. Please comment and vote

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