Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

78. Are you happy

We got off the plane and we drove to the hotel, I walked into the hotel and sigh, all this traveling is really catching up with me. "Well it's not Bali but it will do." I say sitting on the bed and Lando laugh. "I need to be at the paddock, do you want to come?" he ask and I shake my head. "I have a few assignment to do, I want to finish it before your race." I say and he nod. "Okay then I will see you later, we can have dinner tonight?" he ask and I nod and he kiss me and then he left, I unpacked and then took my laptop to the living area and I started doing my assignments, I was behind. I started doing my assignments and I lost track of time, when I heard the door opening I realize I was sitting here the whole time just working. "Hey, you're back." I say shutting down my laptop and he walk to me sitting with me. "Did you sit here the whole time working?" he ask pulling my legs on his lap and I smile. "Yes, I lost track of time." I say and he laugh.

"Your brother invited us to dinner." he say and I look at him, he was lying his head against the back of the couch and he looked so cute. "Okay do you want to go?" I ask him and he nod. "Yes we can go why not." he say and I smile. "How was today" I ask and he frown. "They want to do a strategy I don't agree with." he say and I nod. "Are they going to use it?" "I think so I don't know." he say and I nod. He rub my leg and we sat in silence for a bit, "Okay we need to get ready to meet your brother." he say standing up pulling me with him, I kiss him on the lips and walk to get dress. We walked to the lobby the restaurant was just walking distance and that is what we did, we walked to the restaurant. We walked in my brother and Rebecca already sitting down and I hugged Rebecca, and then my brother.

"I haven't seen you in so long, how are you?" Rebecca ask and I smile. "I'm really good, better than the last time you seen me." I say and she smile. "I am happy to hear that." she say and we ordered some drinks. "How was Bali?" my brother ask and I smile. "Amazing, you should take Rebecca there, but let Lando give you the details from the place we stayed it was so great." I say and I can see Lando smiling. "You seem happy?" Carlos say and I smile. "I am, really happy." I say and Lando put his hand on my leg. "So everything between you two is good and sorted?" Rebecca ask and I look at Lando smiling. "Yes, it is were good right?" I say looking at Lando and he nod. "Yes were good." he say and I smile. The rest of the night was good and we had a great time, we talked about Bali and about the summer break. I promised to go to Spain to my parents, I missed them.

We walked to the hotel that night and I was feeling good and happy. "Are you happy baby?" Lando ask holding my hand and I look up at him. "Of course I am are you?" I ask him and he stop pulling me too him. "I have never in my life been this happy." he say kissing me and I smile into the kiss. We fell asleep that night after making love and I really wasn't lying this time, before if people ask me if I was happy I would say yes, but not mean it but tonight I meant it, I was happy and yes life was tough and I went to hell and back but I was happy and Lando was a part of the happiness and I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.

On Thursday, I went shopping with Rebecca, we did not want to go to the media day it was always so boring on media day, so we had a girl's day and just went shopping and then has some lunch. "So you and Lando seems really good?" she ask after we ordered drinks and I smile. "We are, but there is something bothering me." I say frowning and she nods. "I don't think I want to have children again." I say and she looks shock. "And Lando do?" she ask and I nod thanking the waiter for my drink. "Why don't you want children Bella?" she "I don't know, I think I am scared about what happened, that was the lowest part of my life and I don't want to go through that again." I say taking a sip of my wine and she nods. "I can understand that, but you're still young you don't have to make a decision right now." she say and I nod. "But what if I never want children again?" I ask her and she take my hand. "Then you and Lando will talk about it and get through it, don't stress about it now." she say and I nod. "Please don't tell my brother about this, he will just tell Lando." I say and she nod

We decided to surprise the boys at the paddock and we walked in together, we see them standing with the other drivers talking outside and Lando look at me and smile as soon as he sees me. "Hey how was shopping?" he ask kissing me and I smile. "Good, it was fun, how is media day going." "Boring always the same." he say and I laugh, we walk back to the other driver and I greet them. "Lily is in the garage if you want to say hello." Oscar say and I nod walking to the garage seeing Lily talking to Charlotte. "Hi, how are you?" she greets me with a hug and I smile. "Good and you?" "Good, just busy." she say and I nod, I am not sure what she is doing but I know she is not always attending the races and I know it's also because she and Oscar is so private. We chatted for a bit and then the guys came back in. "We have to go again, are you waiting for me?" Lando ask and I nod. "I will" "Good" he say kissing me and he walk away

I sat with most of the WAGS just chatting and I felt a part of the group. "Remember when we told you to date Lando to become a WAG and now you are?" Kika ask and I nod laughing. "Yeah, who would have though?" I say and she giggles. "I did, I saw it coming Lando always looked at you." Kelly say and I laugh, they do not know how me and Lando started they think we started dating after I broke up with Nate, but it's not true, it started with us fucking in a private room in a club. The rest of the day we just chatted and had a good day laughing, finally the guys was done and we drove to the hotel, we are just going to take it easy tonight.

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