Dirty Little Secret/Lando Norris

62. I want to be with you

"I was just with her to forget you, and I was angry yes, I may have been with her to piss you off, but I would have eventually found my way back to you, I always do." he say and I look down. "I don't know Lando because these past 2 weeks has been hell for me, I had to deal with finding out I was pregnant by myself, and I really missed you." I say wiping a tear, the fucking hormones. "I know it wasn't easy for me either." he say and I look at him surprise. "I want to be with you Bella, I want to be able to raise our child with you and I want to be there every step of the way, I still love you of course I do feelings like that does not disappear overnight." he say kissing the back of my hand, and I did not know what to say because he was with another women just this afternoon. "I don't know, Lando." I say and he pull me onto his lap. "Bella please let just try again, let me be here for you." he say and I look up at his beautiful eyes. Just this afternoon he said the baby is not his and now he want me back.

"Are you doing this just because I am pregnant?" I ask him and he shake his head. "No, I am doing this because I want to be with the love of my life, I want to have this child with you and I want to be a little family." he say and I lay my head on his shoulder not saying anything. "How will it all work, because you travel most of the time?" I say not looking at him, "you will travel with me until you can't anymore, and I am not good with dates but the baby is coming when the season is over anyways." he say and I was impressed that he worked it out. "We still have a lot to work out, we can't just go back to normal." I say looking up at him and he smiles. "I know, and we will as long as I know you are mine again." he say and I smile, and for the first time in 2 weeks he kiss me, his soft lips that I missed so much was finally where they belong on me.

I straddle his lap I know not really the right time to have sex, but again my hormones. I pull the shirt I had on over my head and he looks at me, my boobs have become bigger and more sensitive but the rest of me was still the same. "Are you sure?" he ask tucking a piece of hair behind my ear and I just nod kissing him again. He remove my bra and he looks at my boobs. "Are they bigger?" he ask looking at me and I blush. "Yeah apparently that is what happen when you are pregnant." I say and he smile, taking my nipple in his mouth. "Fuck" I moan, soon we were naked and I was sinking into him, I moaned and started moving. I was so horny and I it won't take long before I cum. "I have missed you." Lando whispers while kissing my neck and I moan again. "I am so close" I say moving faster and he smile. I cum and Lando flip me so that my back is on the couch. He starts moving while kissing me and I can feel he is also close. "I am never letting you go now" he say and I smile. "I never want to leave" I say and he cum with a loud groan.

"Fuck I cannot go that long without sex" he say as we lay on the couch. I look up at him surprise. "So you did not sleep with Magui, in this 2 weeks?" I ask and he shake his head. "No, you are the last one I had sex with." he say and I smile, I am happy to hear that. We lay like that for a while and then he say. "I want to you move back in with me." I don't say anything and then he say. "I want to keep an eye on you to make sure you are fine, I will just stress with you here and me at home." I look at him and smile, "okay, but for now I am not giving up the apartment, let's first try again." I say and he kiss me. We lay there in silence and I sat up grabbing my clothes and put it on. "Do you think we are better together or apart?" I ask because it is bothering me, we had a toxic relationship always fighting. He sat up and also put on his cloths. "Well I want to be with you, so I will say together." he say and I nod biting my lip.

"Hey, stop overthinking this, we have made it work before we can again, and this time we have someone else to think about as well." he say taking my hand and I nod, he was right of course he was right I love him and he loves me so why can't we make it work again. "Your right, it's just I can't help to think that if I did not get pregnant we would never have been together again." I say and he frown shaking his head. "That is not true." he say and I looked at him. "I think it is, I think we should start over, we go on dates and I stay in my own place, I know I said we can move in together but we still have 8 months to get better in the relationship before the baby is born and If we are still together by then, then we can move in together." I say and he looks mad. "Why, do you want to do that." he ask standing up.

"Because have you realize we never resolve any of our fights we end up having sex and then we just pretend nothing happened and then when we fight again it's all this unresolved things coming out, and I am not brining a child into a broken relationship." I say and he nods biting his lip. "I get that, but then we need to talk it out, because I said it before and I will say it again. I am not letting you go, now more than ever because you have my child inside you and I am not going to be some guy that is not in his child life." he say "I will never keep our child from you, but if it doesn't work between us, I am not going to stay in a relationship just for the child." I say and he ran his hands through his hair. "What I cannot understand is everything has to be a fight with you, we had a good moment just now and here you ae again fighting." he say and I sigh. "That is not true, we did not resolve anything, we just fucked at least we can do something together without fighting, can you imagine brining a baby into this?" I ask him gesturing between us and he shake his head, walking to the door. "Glad you think all we can do is fight and fuck, but why am I not surprise that is how this thing between us started is it not, I am going home I will be at the doctor's appointment." he say walking out the door.

I sat back angry and disappointed, I really thought we could sort this out, he is right that is how our relationship started with us sleeping together and I guess that is how it just ended. I touch my stomach. "Guess we will not be a little family little peanut."

So, they just can't seem to get back to how they were. Let me know what you think